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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
So it's probably still too early to tell but I woke up today expecting to feel way worse as whenever you first begin to feel sick you have that false hope of "oh I'll wake up better tomorrow" but in reality you feel 9999x worse than the day before. But actually I felt okay??? My nose was still being sniffly (and on my "normal" days that's the case anyway) but it wasn't doing the sneezefest thing like yesterday. My chest felt a little heavy but coughs didn't come out so if I don't have coughs or a super runny nose which is exactly what characterises my sicknesses then maybe I'm good?? Well in any case it's always strange when they change the naruto opening and ending because you sit here expecting a certain tune to come on and then it just changes out of the blue and there's new graphics and you're like "wait what?!" o_o It changed a few weeks ago and it always takes some getting used to but the ending is quite catchy. There were only two words I didn't understand in the whole song which gives me hope that my japanese level hasn't gone to complete crap @_@
Been sneezing for hours on end ever since I came home and took a shower. Don't want to admit I'm sick because it's only April and this is ridiculous. Nose won't stop running though and my eyes water like crazy ugh this is the worst. Any way I don't get what's up with the crazy weather I mean my friend tagged us in this this morning:
Though by then it was too late since half of us were already at uni since 8 for stats lol x_x (We have different classes now cause of electives). Anyway yeah my umbrella freaking BENT (and now you can't close/open it so you have to chuck it) because of the wind when I was only TEN METRES from my room (which today was only a 10 minute walk from the station cause we were at ATP, compared to the usual 20+ when we're down the other end of uni). I don't even know what happened cause of course the wind was strong and my umbrella was holding up until I was almost at the building then the wind suddenly forced it against my grip and actually bent the "stick" part of the umbrella. So yeah I had fun walking back to the station without my umbrella and walking 30 minutes aimlessly in the rain later running an errand for dad who gave me wrong directions x_x Don't like to admit when/if I'm sick cause my parents tell me off about not wearing enough etc. even though if I wear more I just burn up. Anyway it's too late now cause I'm sitting here drinking chinese meds and fully marshmallowed up in puffy gear. Anyway when I did make it into class one of my friends made it before me and she was like "where's your umbrella?" I told her it was a funny story and she said I looked really dry. I laughed and said "well feel my jeans!" and offered my leg to her lol because everything was soaked from below my mid thighs. Turns out her umbrella broke at the same place mine did like what even. There's no wind tunnels or anything. Anyway RIP to all the umbrellas I saw in the bin throughout my walk and train ride.
Ugh daylight savings ends today which means we must say hello to the next six months of early darkness. Also I couldn't really sleep cause my toe was really hurting and I told mum today and it turns out it's infected ha...ha...
Just when I thought I could kind of return to having a "normal" life I realise it's not really possible... Life just won't allow it. A lot of things are going wrong, people are still being their usual asdfoiwer and I just received the worst mark I ever got in stats for my assignment... Yeah, probably doesn't sound that bad until I remember stats is meant to be one of my "better" subjects and if I can't even do well in that then nothing else is going to carry me this semester. Sigh.
So it's probably still too early to tell but I woke up today expecting to feel way worse as whenever you first begin to feel sick you have that false hope of "oh I'll wake up better tomorrow" but in reality you feel 9999x worse than the day before. But actually I felt okay??? My nose was still being sniffly (and on my "normal" days that's the case anyway) but it wasn't doing the sneezefest thing like yesterday. My chest felt a little heavy but coughs didn't come out so if I don't have coughs or a super runny nose which is exactly what characterises my sicknesses then maybe I'm good?? Well in any case it's always strange when they change the naruto opening and ending because you sit here expecting a certain tune to come on and then it just changes out of the blue and there's new graphics and you're like "wait what?!" o_o It changed a few weeks ago and it always takes some getting used to but the ending is quite catchy. There were only two words I didn't understand in the whole song which gives me hope that my japanese level hasn't gone to complete crap @_@
Been sneezing for hours on end ever since I came home and took a shower. Don't want to admit I'm sick because it's only April and this is ridiculous. Nose won't stop running though and my eyes water like crazy ugh this is the worst. Any way I don't get what's up with the crazy weather I mean my friend tagged us in this this morning:
Though by then it was too late since half of us were already at uni since 8 for stats lol x_x (We have different classes now cause of electives). Anyway yeah my umbrella freaking BENT (and now you can't close/open it so you have to chuck it) because of the wind when I was only TEN METRES from my room (which today was only a 10 minute walk from the station cause we were at ATP, compared to the usual 20+ when we're down the other end of uni). I don't even know what happened cause of course the wind was strong and my umbrella was holding up until I was almost at the building then the wind suddenly forced it against my grip and actually bent the "stick" part of the umbrella. So yeah I had fun walking back to the station without my umbrella and walking 30 minutes aimlessly in the rain later running an errand for dad who gave me wrong directions x_x Don't like to admit when/if I'm sick cause my parents tell me off about not wearing enough etc. even though if I wear more I just burn up. Anyway it's too late now cause I'm sitting here drinking chinese meds and fully marshmallowed up in puffy gear. Anyway when I did make it into class one of my friends made it before me and she was like "where's your umbrella?" I told her it was a funny story and she said I looked really dry. I laughed and said "well feel my jeans!" and offered my leg to her lol because everything was soaked from below my mid thighs. Turns out her umbrella broke at the same place mine did like what even. There's no wind tunnels or anything. Anyway RIP to all the umbrellas I saw in the bin throughout my walk and train ride.
Ugh daylight savings ends today which means we must say hello to the next six months of early darkness. Also I couldn't really sleep cause my toe was really hurting and I told mum today and it turns out it's infected ha...ha...
Just when I thought I could kind of return to having a "normal" life I realise it's not really possible... Life just won't allow it. A lot of things are going wrong, people are still being their usual asdfoiwer and I just received the worst mark I ever got in stats for my assignment... Yeah, probably doesn't sound that bad until I remember stats is meant to be one of my "better" subjects and if I can't even do well in that then nothing else is going to carry me this semester. Sigh.
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
my sunshine
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: Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
