夢と現実の間
Between dreams and reality
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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
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red is for my anger
written on Saturday, May 31, 2014 @ 5:15 PM ✈
I'm in such a foul mood right now. Students who think it's okay to just memorise answers to maths and use those in the test. Do you not understand that you are not going to survive like that, you need to know HOW to do those questions. God, sometimes I guess I take it for granted that I was lucky to go to baulko. People who have no thirst to learn are just ugh. Then they have a crack at me when I say I'll change the numbers in the question. Hmph.
Then there are the lazy ass people who never do ANYTHING and they think they have the right to argue all the time with people who do EVERYTHING for them. And stupid sister thinks that just because she broke her own stupid phone charger she can swipe mum's and mine from the kitchen. You say you're going to get yours "fixed" and funny because it's been a couple of weeks and you are still stealing ours. Get off your own lazy ass and do it already, or stop taking it away from where it belongs so that every time I want to charge my phone I don't have to go to your bloody room to get it. When you borrow, you are meant to give it BACK.
And no matter how much of a dumbass I am, my sister will always be a bigger one. Instead of focusing on HSC, all she cares about is stupid driving and getting her P's ASAP to go to parties and junk. In fact, instead of doing a legit 120 hours, she wants to do driving lessons so she can get a free 20 hours, as well as the stupid driver's safety course that costs $140 for 5 hours to get another 20 hours. I know you guys are like, what's wrong with that? The point is her mindset is all wrong, she just wants to get to 120 quickly even though when she is currently sitting at 70 hours her driving is so poor and parking too, that another 20 real hours and taking the test is NOT ENOUGH.
My dad is teaching her and she always makes really bad mistakes like speeding, not even looking etc. And taking driving lessons isn't even to learn, she just wants to get there quickly and having lessons this late is actually pointless (earlier the better to stop bad habits). Lastly you know the best part? When she fights loudly and angrily with my parents about how the safety course told her to stop MINIMUM one metre away from a stop line. She just never listens and always has to yell loudly what a dumbass. If you actually stop and think logically how does stopping more than one metre make any sense, you're meant to stop as CLOSE AS YOU CAN and not over otherwise how can you see. Maybe if you actually READ the driver's manual for the first time you'd LEARN something.
Warning to all those on the road. Sorry but I tried. Never going to hop into the car when she's driving. I bet that within the first week that she does get her P's, either the car is going to get destroyed, or someone is going to get hurt.
私の側で
written on Monday, May 26, 2014 @ 10:01 PM ✈
答えなくてもいいさ
探し続けるんだよ
そう 大人になる時間だね
今すぐ告げたいけど
震えが止まらない
心は今更逃げてと叫ぶのさ
バイマイサイド バイマイサイド
例えばあなたの眼の奥に
求める景色があるのなら
それを掴んで確かめたいんだ
もし例えば僕がこの旅路で
立ちすくむことがあるのなら
必要なのは確かに感じる
その手だから
I need you here right by my side
バイマイサイド
答え ありがとうね
君が景色も変えたんだ
この星に生まれた意味
解けてゆく気がしたよ
バイマイサイド バイマイサイド
僕の心の深い場所に
いつも君の場所があるから
きっと今もわかるはずなんだ
もし君の涙がこの世界を
君から遠ざけたとしても
僕はその手 離さないんだ
だから そう 今
I need you here right by my side
バイマイサイド
僕のそばにいてくれ
永遠に手を握って
バイマイサイド |
kotaenakute mo ii sa
sagashitsuzukerun da yo
sou otona ni naru jikan da ne
ima sugu tsugetai kedo
furue ga tomaranai
kokoro wa imasara nigete to sakebu no sa
By my side, by my side
tatoeba anata no me no oku ni
motomeru keshiki ga aru no nara
sore wo tsukande tashikametain da
moshi tatoeba boku ga kono tabiji de
tachisukumu koto ga aru no nara
hitsuyou na no wa tashika ni kanjiru
sono te da kara
I need you here right by my side
by my side
kotae arigatou ne
kimi ga keshiki mo kaetan da
kono hoshi ni umareta imi
tokete yuku ki ga shita yo
By my side, by my side
boku no kokoro no fukai basho ni
itsumo kimi no basho ga aru kara
kitto ima mo wakaru hazu nan da
moshi kimi no namida ga kono sekai wo
kimi kara tōzaketa to shite mo
boku wa sono te hanasanain da
dakara sou ima
I need you here right by my side
by my side
boku no soba ni ite kure
towa ni te wo nigitte
by my side |
It's okay if you don't have an answer;
just continue searching for it.
That's right, it's time for us to act like adults.
I want to tell you this now, but the trembling
won't stop and this late,
my heart is screaming to run away.
By my side, by my side
If the scenery I'm after is in the
depths of your eyes, I wish to grab it
and confirm it myself. If on my
journey, I stand stupefied from time
to time then all I need is the
unmistakeable feeling of your hand.
I need you here right by my side
by my side
Thank you, for your answer
You changed the scenery
And I feel that I can finally understand
why I was born onto this planet
By my side, by my side
Deep inside my heart,
there will always be a place for you
I'm sure even now we both know this
Even if your tears take you far away
from this world, I will never let go
of your hand
So that's why, right now,
I need you here right by my side,
by my side
Please stay here by my side
Always keep hold of my hand
by my side
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late midsem break recap
written on Sunday, May 25, 2014 @ 11:09 PM ✈
Suuuuuuuuper late but oh well! So in the short time that was midsem break, I didn't really do much other than of course catch up on all the work, make notes and do our assignments x_x
Highlights however were when my dad's old classmate who lives in Japan came to Australia! Before he came, he asked if I wanted anything and I replied to him in an email and he got confused since I was using my dad's email and he's like "huh your dad knows Japanese??" xD I feel so bad because he brought so much stuff even though I said if it wasn't too much trouble, it'd like some kit kats or if he can't find that, to get me the kracie popin' cookin' candy sets (lol just typed that into google and it comes up with "kracie popin' cookin' australia" man it must be popular). They're basically a popular kid's toy where you make gummies in the shape of food, it's quite interesting! I made the sushi kit last time so you might have seen it.
Anyway he didn't know what it was (I didn't really expect him to lol) so he asked his wife and she went "Ah!" and apparently went off to buy them. I think they're quite cool, since he's chinese but went to work in Japan and learnt Japanese, and his wife is Japanese and knows chinese and apparently English too from living and studying abroad! :O
I feel so bad they bought so much stuff T___T I just asked for one or the other, not both and not this many!! They said they didn't know which kit I wanted so bought a ton :'( I have no idea how he carried all this here since when he got to our house he had 3 big full plastic bags of this stuff D: Wish dad told me about him sooner so we could have visited him and his family while we were in Japan! Oh and the kit kat flavours there are green tea, dark chocolate and pudding. Green tea I've tried before, and dark chocolate I expect to taste similar to normal kit kat so I'm interested in the pudding one! These ones are probably more targeted for adults since it says オトナの甘さ, meaning "adult sweetness" so maybe it's not as sugary as normal ones?
Btw I'm totally disappointed in myself because when he came over, he asked me in Japanese how long I've been studying it and DEAR GOD this is something we have practised a billion times for HSC speaking you'd think I'd get it RIGHT by now and what did I say? I accidentally said 高校一年生 which is year 10 even though I've been doing it from year 7 which is 中学一年生 (ㅠ~ㅠ) Damn my speaking is seriously poor
（￣□￣；）It's because I got flustered and forgot our differences in school systems and said it wrong *cries* I hate how asian languages break high school into two things.
Ah well, he seemed to really enjoy dinner at our house which my dad was fully antsy about, making sure mum made something super tasty haha. Mum doesn't like sashimi (hates raw fish) but prepares it for us time to time and he really REALLY loved it, I swear he demolished 75% of the plate LOL. I hardly had any since it was on the far end of the table.
Aaaaaand the only other thing I really did was pass the driving test ^^ I just had the mindset "I don't want to come here again" which meant that I just couldn't fail. Honestly, I just felt I got much better from 100 hours onwards but then at that stage we started really focusing on parking. Used to hate reverse parallel but now it's like my "thing" since I practised it like crazy. To be honest I wasn't even nervous during the test, it literally felt like taking just a random for a drive.
I swear the most nervewracking bit was practising with my instructor BEFORE the test. Cause he told me off for doing reverse parallel "too fast" (didn't even know that was a thing) and during our practise I had to overtake a rubbish collector truck thing on a narrow street and I was like omg hope this doesn't happen during my test :( He also told me off for stopping WAY too close (I was one whole car space) behind a big truck at the traffic light because apparently the rules say that being able to see the wheel contact the ground is not enough and you must be TWO car spaces when stopping behind a truck. And well I've read the driver's manual at least 5 times already if not more and I have NEVER seen this rule before. Has anyone else? And in real life I've never seen anyone do it, everyone stops behind a truck just like they do behind a car.
So yeah I swear after our practice when he said "I'm sure you won't have a problem passing" I bet he was really thinking this kid is going to fail OTL Anyway I mainly got marks off for driving too slow even though I swear I was always within 5 km or so of the speed limit :'(
覚えなければならない
written on Saturday, May 24, 2014 @ 11:24 PM ✈
I have to admit that sometimes I get really down and I ask myself "why didn't I do something simple like arts/business/economics/whatever"? Sometimes the amount of time I spend a week at uni is just really crazy, 9 to 5 some days and we're expected to study a few hours that day even when we get home. I've certainly said this before but I've never liked science (only did chem and physics and dropped chem even) and I never do well in it. And yet my degree is pretty much science focus all the way.
But then I have days where I remember things, like just how long I've wanted to do this and why and then I just feel like it's all okay again. So even though it's hard now and at times things aren't always so great I know this is what I wanted and yes even though it's boring science for now, it's what I need to do to get the degree I want in the end. It's really stupid but there are just so many times I forget my reasons and honestly, I'm happy that I had that dream. To me, it was like they were reminding me about that promise, and about everything. ありがとう ね. It's really just too stupid that I can forget so easily in the first place, that I give up easily when it gets tough and that I'm so dumb I need to be reminded.
About free chur's on Wednesday. Well sure free food is great but I have to remember that with the demands of my classes and my sort of timetable I can't even think about those sorts of things cause Wednesdays I have straight classes from 10 to 5 and to top it off 2 to 5 is a critical time since it's our group work presentations (the whole cohort doing theirs in one day omg) and they're worth 20% or more so obviously can't ditch! So for Wednesday my attitude is just
no words
written on Friday, May 23, 2014 @ 11:34 PM ✈
Okay so the prize reception wasn't TOO bad, except for a few "minor details." First off, the email with the pdf instructions fully made it sound like "get there at 5:45 or you're screwed" and I thought I was going to be late and rushed there and it was only 5:35 or something. Just so you know, people were still coming in well after 5:45 (it says starts at 6 but need to be there 5:45) so I'm just like what so it is okay to be late after all why do I even try (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
THEN I tore my new stockings before the thing even started. Good going me, good going. This is why I never wear stockings that aren't thick and black seriously... Also the sticky label on the chairs that tell you what number the seat is got stuck to me as well and yeah I didn't notice how embarrassing (￣ー￣) Only good thing was that even though they said we'd finish at 7:15 we actually finished half an hour early. HELL YEAH nothing like the feeling of finishing something early!!!
Man some people are so smart, people going up and getting 4 awards. And there are also awards for getting HD in an essay in a particular subject which is so weird. Or awards for getting 85 or above in an essay on particular topics eg. pigs or sheep. So if you want an award does that mean you should write it well and pick those animals? Because some animals won't give you an award eg. cow (didn't hear an award for that one).
There was a cocktail reception afterwards, but since we finished early I think they hadn't really brought the food out yet. I had something orange coloured, not sure if there was alcohol in it but maybe, since my mum said her face felt hot a bit later (and she drank what I drank). I also saw the guy at the bar making the drink for someone else which appeared to be 98% champagne, then something orange poured into it to give it the colour so maybe that's what I drank? Anyway I only saw rice paper rolls and salmon sashimi being brought out as we left cause dad was in a real hurry to go and get real dinner lol.
But then this is where the night gets WEIRD. I was waiting for my parents while they went to the bathroom then these two WEIRD students came up to me and the girl was like "WHAT'S UP!" and I thought she was just having a bit of fun as she came up to me and hugged me and I was like okay I'll go along with this... She turns to the guy and is like see I get all the girls! Then the guy with her was like "no" and hugged me as well x_x They must have been having some weirdass competition and I thought that would be it but
After she leaves to go to the toilet the guy hugs me again??? And then he called me cute and whipped out his phone and asked for my number so we could "hang" and I refused and he's just like whyyy and by now I'm just wth go away (´-_-｀) Thankfully my parents came back out and I could finally leave but FML WHY DO ALL THE WEIRD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME. I'm just going to chalk it up to the fact that they were probably drunk since they were holding a glass of something or other. Ugh. Next time I'm just going to give a random number out though that would be rude to the unfortunate soul whose number gets randomly picked by me. Ugh got hugged 3 times by some random whose name I don't even know *shudder*
Then we had an nice dinner and got home at around 9 and I got to play games :D Man this morning when I left at 8 all I could think about was how I wouldn't get home for more than 12 hours T^T
The award ^^
written on Thursday, May 22, 2014 @ 11:50 PM ✈
So not looking forward to having to attend tomorrow's prize reception at 6pm. Means I have to bum around until then and it's an hour sitting there when I'd rather be at home doing my work. Only reason I RSVP'ed as yes is because if I didn't go, they didn't say what would happen to my certificate so I assumed they would never give it to me otherwise > >
Either way I'm seriously ceebs also they even sent a pdf with weird instructions and it's just too complicated for me.
"Getting your seating number
Prize winners will find their allocated seat number and row at the Registration table.
Students receiving more than one award will be seated in the front row.
During the ceremony
Students will be called up in order of seat numbers. Please move along your row to the
right. The Checker will check your name and direct you when to approach the front of the
theatre. You will then approach the front, shake the presenters hand and wait for your
photograph at the end of your section. After the photograph, return using the centre aisle
to the row in front of where you were originally seated or as directed by staff.
If you are receiving two awards, please go to the front row after you have received your
first award to enable you easier access to the stage when you are called up for the
second time."
^ I just don't even
written on Wednesday, May 21, 2014 @ 11:23 PM ✈
I don't get how it's physically possible to be preparing for finals in a timely fashion since even now subjects are insane and still chucking assignments and other exams for us to do so when exactly does one study for our final exams between that?? I stand by the fact that it is impossible not to last minute study for finals.
Also I will never understand why my sister always insists on getting mud cake for her birthday because I just think it's gross. It's so dense and sickly sweet the whole cake tastes like it's cake crumbs mixed with icing seriously. I always eat the one slice when we cut the cake but then never eat anymore and only her and mum finish the rest off.
mishmash
written on Tuesday, May 20, 2014 @ 9:53 PM ✈
So today we got trolled because we all got to uni super early since we had a 9am lecture only for the projector to not work and for our lecture to be cancelled... At least we got to chill and have a coffee break instead lol but I'm not angry nor do I regret anything since no point in that and I actually feel bad for our lecturer since it's not like he wanted it to malfunction (he's a pretty nice guy even though I hate the subject lol).
Today has not been a good day though since ever since the lecture after that (normally our second one but first today since the real first one got cancelled) I just felt completely sick. Not as in common cold kind of sick but I just had a headsplitting headache for the whole day until around 5pm. And to top it off my stomach was being its usual temperamental self and I swear it was threatening to spew something == Like I'd eat a bite of my lunch and then just feel really really sick. I don't know what happened.
Also it's depressing but I got completely trolled on today's online stats quiz. They test if you've done your prac work and your tutorial stuff because the questions are just like "for question 1b what did you get" etc. But I got completely trolled since Helen did her quiz and she had nice questions like "is this yes or no?" and you just had to think about the concepts. What did I get?
I even double checked my answers and re-did some of them and I STILL got one wrong just what the hell. I hate it when it's not pick an option because I swear I just get it wrong probably cause of picky decimal place or something even though I redid my calculations to check my rounding.
Ugh I don't know but I'm seriously mad that I just can't seem to break out of my glass ceiling of 80% in everything. Like all those mid sem exams I just did a while back? And all these online quizzes (yes I know they are worth 1 to 5% but they all add up). Maybe because I'm just dumb or something but I really just cannot break out from around the 80 mark at my best (I'm saying I usually get 78~81 but I'm counting it as 80).
Anyway I had a dream yesterday that my phone decided to update on its own to the ugly iOS and then not only were the colours blindingly bright, but it had random extra buttons on my screen blocking stuff and in my dream I was thinking "just what the hell is this I don't even know what these are for" (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
Yesterday I found this on my twitter feed:
So Russel Crowe's in Japan? At first I thought this was taken from Tokyo Tower since the scenery looked REALLY familiar but when I compared it to my shot from there it was different and the comments on the picture was guessing it was from Sky Tree. I'm not sure since there are lots of views possible from either so guess I'll never know?
まだ....か
written on Sunday, May 18, 2014 @ 9:56 PM ✈
Ugh so I had that dream again. I always get them every now and then, each time the exact happenings are a little different but it's essentially the same thing going on. And every time I have that dream I just feel an extreme sense of relief, surprise and happiness but then I wake up and am just utterly disorientated and distressed...
So that happened as usual except when I woke up I was even more puzzled than usual because I just couldn't remember what exactly happened. I think it was only until breakfast that it started to come back.
So what went down in the dream? I was in our backyard and I saw him again, and I ran to him and I was just so glad to see him again and when I looked at him closely he wasn't sick anymore. He was healthy and all fine and I was so glad about it I just faced our house again and yelled "Mum! Mum! Come look he's fine now! He's okay!"
But even though he was physically fine I remember thinking to myself that he was being more "quiet" than usual, keeping to himself on one side of our backyard and not really seeking out interaction which was weird since normally he's really friendly and loves to come up to anyone. That's probably when the dream ended because I don't remember anymore.
I don't know why but this time round the dream hit me more than it usually does. Words honestly cannot describe how hard it is to see your pet not only get old, but get sick too. I mean, when they used to run around energetically like there was no tomorrow and then one day they no longer come running when you call them because they're that old it's just too sad...
Can't believe I even forgot the time I spent about $1500 for surgery fees and yes, it was my money. Can't believe I even had that sort of money back in year 9 and 10 from working. But even though they cut it out once and he was fine for a bit it just came back...
And there's really nothing sadder than not being able to do anything. Thinking back on it now, he really must have gone through a lot of pain and I'm just angry at myself. Peter, I'm really sorry. Honestly, you and Lucy taught me so much. Thank you.
Peter, wherever you are now boy, I hope you are doing well.
(Peter is the white one)
Thank you for the 8 years we spent together.
And if you thought this post was stupid.... well sorry.
what is the meaning of difficult
written on Friday, May 16, 2014 @ 11:31 PM ✈
FUARRR I'm so mad right now. Even when you finish the story and go into free mode, you can unlock the "bonus" chapter about Sasuke and Itachi vs Kabuto after you run around farming (collecting) chakra crystals like crazy.
I finished that ages ago but didn't do the fight yet because it's crazy hard and even the best of gamers have trouble with it. I'd say it's just as bad as the five kage vs madara fight I suffered so much on last time (still got a D for it ugh).
Anyway after one whole hour (yes, the fights take THAT long T_____T) I finally got it down after 3 serious attempts. I say "serious" as in I followed through with it til the end completely because I had up to 10 "non-serious" ones which means when I got hit too many times near the start I just restarted because there was no point continuing with that much damage (you'll die and it's a waste of time) so it's better just to restart and try again.
But yes it's so not fair, not only does your opponent always charge at you and throw these giant attacks which you can't block but to top off being a difficult opponent we get 2 bars of health and they get FIVE LIKE WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. This is exactly the same as the stupid madara fight ugh.
After 3 "serious" attempts I finally finished the fight except something DUMB happened again ugh (╥﹏╥) I really needed an S for this which is you need over one bar of health left to pass (extremely difficult not even kidding). Why did I need an S? Because it's one of the trophies (goal is to collect them all) and I really didn't want to play this again.
Guess what? Finished just into the orange bar (need to have green to get S) and I was madly pressing the health potion to try to get health up AND THE FIGHT FINISHED AND HAD I HAD ENOUGH TIME FOR THE CLICK FOR THE POTION TO WORK I WOULD HAVE GOT GREEN AND S. SO SAD RIGHT NOW.
Ugh have to replay it again and it takes so long to get a "good" start where he doesn't dash at you and slice you up straight away. So not looking forward to redoing this. Literally sat here and trembled like crazy the whole fight as well as afterwards. Guess it's an adrenaline thing. And then disappointment x_x
just getting dumber
written on Thursday, May 15, 2014 @ 10:12 PM ✈
Wow the night before my stats assignment is due and I realised I made a really fatal mistake on the first question... Just how dumb can I get seriously. I still stand by the fact that I simply cannot complete a stats assignment without having to redo all or some parts of it. But this mistake could have been totally avoided if we did what we always do in maths which is check by subbing back in!!!! I'M SO DUMB I didn't even do that and if I had you would have seen my answer was blatantly wrong. Ugh so dumb. Oh well at least I fixed it now.
Anyway today marks the one month anniversary of when I received my Naruto Ultimate Ninja Storm 3: Full Burst disc hehehehe. Still enjoying it even now except I'm still trying to collect all the trophies and I had to replay the last fight which I almost died of frustration last time. My god that fight is seriously hard it takes hours and guess what I actually fight worse than I did the first time??? How on EARTH did I get through the 1 vs 6 fight HOW??
written on Wednesday, May 14, 2014 @ 9:57 PM ✈
Sorry Elisa but I felt a little sick reading your post D: I kinda feel sad for the poor toads since they were technically still alive while being cut at... where as the animals we're given for dissection are already put down so yeah. And oh dear, imagine if your toad woke back up before you guys were done... T_T
The things we do to animals that you wouldn't do to humans... It reminds me of why I do my course and not medicine (we care too much about people as it is).
swamped
written on Tuesday, May 13, 2014 @ 10:35 PM ✈
Whew completely tired out, I really accomplished a lot today. Finished off two of my assignments which are due Friday (I did a bit every now and then over a couple of days) but I don't like to hand things in early so I'll look over it again tomorrow and change bits I need to. Finished another one of those stupidly long weekly structure and function prac booklets that are 15 pages long with a tonne of question ugh. Finished my online stats quiz, and finished online virtual microscopy. Is that five tasks done? Wow.
Didn't get to play anything at all today and it's 10:30 now T_T
It's week 10 now and this is the time where theoretically we should be buckling down and revising for exams but nope, uni thinks it's "chuck assignments at students time." I just give up lol. Still have another assignment due next week Thursday. This week was so weird, Monday I only had one lecture since we normally have two but first one wasn't on (in the timetable there's a blank) so first time in my life having a start at 11am and I was like "this is what arts must feel like, having the luxury to get up for a 11am start or even later" x_x
THEN, today's 9am lecture didn't run because our lecturer had something on (I forgot what) so I got to have a minor sleep in and get to uni for a 10am lecture. Weirdest week ever. To top it off, our assignment due next Monday got pushed to Thursday and I am COMPLETELY grateful for this. I hate presentations fml.
Not looking forward to next Friday when I have to go to uni with my parents to the award ceremony thing. Those things are so awkward it's not funny. Ick.
No more matrices. Just when you thought you understood ANOVA, NOPE! We now have to mix it up with regression and I bet the people in my cohort are like whyyyy (they're not very math-y, more biology and science I guess).
Can I just say when I was going through that time when I had heaps of stuff due/exams to do on the first week after midsem break, that the best music to have as bgm while you work has got to be Naruto Shippuden Endings lol. I don't have them all so I just youtube it and play it while I work and it's like 40 minutes. I don't know, the music isn't too in your face and you can work comfortably. I played it today while I was doing work haha. After that's done I just load the openings video LOL. You know when music sometimes reminds you of a certain time in your life? The endings songs reminds me of the episodes they were after and then I minorly relive the naruto series as I listen to it haha.
Anyway going to be so busy in the holidays. While everyone in the other degrees gets to party hard and relax the work continues for us as we have to do our work experience... I found a place for these holidays and they asked me what dates I wanted out of the month of holidays even though I told them I was free any time that month. They asked me to pick, so I did then they told me I couldn't do that week since other people were going and to pick another one. Like what?
This was exactly what I wanted to avoid so I told YOU to pick for me like what was the point of that x_x Anyway it's all good and we'll see how it is when the holidays come~
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red is for my anger
written on Saturday, May 31, 2014 @ 5:15 PM ✈
I'm in such a foul mood right now. Students who think it's okay to just memorise answers to maths and use those in the test. Do you not understand that you are not going to survive like that, you need to know HOW to do those questions. God, sometimes I guess I take it for granted that I was lucky to go to baulko. People who have no thirst to learn are just ugh. Then they have a crack at me when I say I'll change the numbers in the question. Hmph.
Then there are the lazy ass people who never do ANYTHING and they think they have the right to argue all the time with people who do EVERYTHING for them. And stupid sister thinks that just because she broke her own stupid phone charger she can swipe mum's and mine from the kitchen. You say you're going to get yours "fixed" and funny because it's been a couple of weeks and you are still stealing ours. Get off your own lazy ass and do it already, or stop taking it away from where it belongs so that every time I want to charge my phone I don't have to go to your bloody room to get it. When you borrow, you are meant to give it BACK.
And no matter how much of a dumbass I am, my sister will always be a bigger one. Instead of focusing on HSC, all she cares about is stupid driving and getting her P's ASAP to go to parties and junk. In fact, instead of doing a legit 120 hours, she wants to do driving lessons so she can get a free 20 hours, as well as the stupid driver's safety course that costs $140 for 5 hours to get another 20 hours. I know you guys are like, what's wrong with that? The point is her mindset is all wrong, she just wants to get to 120 quickly even though when she is currently sitting at 70 hours her driving is so poor and parking too, that another 20 real hours and taking the test is NOT ENOUGH.
My dad is teaching her and she always makes really bad mistakes like speeding, not even looking etc. And taking driving lessons isn't even to learn, she just wants to get there quickly and having lessons this late is actually pointless (earlier the better to stop bad habits). Lastly you know the best part? When she fights loudly and angrily with my parents about how the safety course told her to stop MINIMUM one metre away from a stop line. She just never listens and always has to yell loudly what a dumbass. If you actually stop and think logically how does stopping more than one metre make any sense, you're meant to stop as CLOSE AS YOU CAN and not over otherwise how can you see. Maybe if you actually READ the driver's manual for the first time you'd LEARN something.
Warning to all those on the road. Sorry but I tried. Never going to hop into the car when she's driving. I bet that within the first week that she does get her P's, either the car is going to get destroyed, or someone is going to get hurt.
私の側で
written on Monday, May 26, 2014 @ 10:01 PM ✈
答えなくてもいいさ
探し続けるんだよ
そう 大人になる時間だね
今すぐ告げたいけど
震えが止まらない
心は今更逃げてと叫ぶのさ
バイマイサイド バイマイサイド
例えばあなたの眼の奥に
求める景色があるのなら
それを掴んで確かめたいんだ
もし例えば僕がこの旅路で
立ちすくむことがあるのなら
必要なのは確かに感じる
その手だから
I need you here right by my side
バイマイサイド
答え ありがとうね
君が景色も変えたんだ
この星に生まれた意味
解けてゆく気がしたよ
バイマイサイド バイマイサイド
僕の心の深い場所に
いつも君の場所があるから
きっと今もわかるはずなんだ
もし君の涙がこの世界を
君から遠ざけたとしても
僕はその手 離さないんだ
だから そう 今
I need you here right by my side
バイマイサイド
僕のそばにいてくれ
永遠に手を握って
バイマイサイド |
kotaenakute mo ii sa
sagashitsuzukerun da yo
sou otona ni naru jikan da ne
ima sugu tsugetai kedo
furue ga tomaranai
kokoro wa imasara nigete to sakebu no sa
By my side, by my side
tatoeba anata no me no oku ni
motomeru keshiki ga aru no nara
sore wo tsukande tashikametain da
moshi tatoeba boku ga kono tabiji de
tachisukumu koto ga aru no nara
hitsuyou na no wa tashika ni kanjiru
sono te da kara
I need you here right by my side
by my side
kotae arigatou ne
kimi ga keshiki mo kaetan da
kono hoshi ni umareta imi
tokete yuku ki ga shita yo
By my side, by my side
boku no kokoro no fukai basho ni
itsumo kimi no basho ga aru kara
kitto ima mo wakaru hazu nan da
moshi kimi no namida ga kono sekai wo
kimi kara tōzaketa to shite mo
boku wa sono te hanasanain da
dakara sou ima
I need you here right by my side
by my side
boku no soba ni ite kure
towa ni te wo nigitte
by my side |
It's okay if you don't have an answer;
just continue searching for it.
That's right, it's time for us to act like adults.
I want to tell you this now, but the trembling
won't stop and this late,
my heart is screaming to run away.
By my side, by my side
If the scenery I'm after is in the
depths of your eyes, I wish to grab it
and confirm it myself. If on my
journey, I stand stupefied from time
to time then all I need is the
unmistakeable feeling of your hand.
I need you here right by my side
by my side
Thank you, for your answer
You changed the scenery
And I feel that I can finally understand
why I was born onto this planet
By my side, by my side
Deep inside my heart,
there will always be a place for you
I'm sure even now we both know this
Even if your tears take you far away
from this world, I will never let go
of your hand
So that's why, right now,
I need you here right by my side,
by my side
Please stay here by my side
Always keep hold of my hand
by my side
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late midsem break recap
written on Sunday, May 25, 2014 @ 11:09 PM ✈
Suuuuuuuuper late but oh well! So in the short time that was midsem break, I didn't really do much other than of course catch up on all the work, make notes and do our assignments x_x
Highlights however were when my dad's old classmate who lives in Japan came to Australia! Before he came, he asked if I wanted anything and I replied to him in an email and he got confused since I was using my dad's email and he's like "huh your dad knows Japanese??" xD I feel so bad because he brought so much stuff even though I said if it wasn't too much trouble, it'd like some kit kats or if he can't find that, to get me the kracie popin' cookin' candy sets (lol just typed that into google and it comes up with "kracie popin' cookin' australia" man it must be popular). They're basically a popular kid's toy where you make gummies in the shape of food, it's quite interesting! I made the sushi kit last time so you might have seen it.
Anyway he didn't know what it was (I didn't really expect him to lol) so he asked his wife and she went "Ah!" and apparently went off to buy them. I think they're quite cool, since he's chinese but went to work in Japan and learnt Japanese, and his wife is Japanese and knows chinese and apparently English too from living and studying abroad! :O
I feel so bad they bought so much stuff T___T I just asked for one or the other, not both and not this many!! They said they didn't know which kit I wanted so bought a ton :'( I have no idea how he carried all this here since when he got to our house he had 3 big full plastic bags of this stuff D: Wish dad told me about him sooner so we could have visited him and his family while we were in Japan! Oh and the kit kat flavours there are green tea, dark chocolate and pudding. Green tea I've tried before, and dark chocolate I expect to taste similar to normal kit kat so I'm interested in the pudding one! These ones are probably more targeted for adults since it says オトナの甘さ, meaning "adult sweetness" so maybe it's not as sugary as normal ones?
Btw I'm totally disappointed in myself because when he came over, he asked me in Japanese how long I've been studying it and DEAR GOD this is something we have practised a billion times for HSC speaking you'd think I'd get it RIGHT by now and what did I say? I accidentally said 高校一年生 which is year 10 even though I've been doing it from year 7 which is 中学一年生 (ㅠ~ㅠ) Damn my speaking is seriously poor
（￣□￣；）It's because I got flustered and forgot our differences in school systems and said it wrong *cries* I hate how asian languages break high school into two things.
Ah well, he seemed to really enjoy dinner at our house which my dad was fully antsy about, making sure mum made something super tasty haha. Mum doesn't like sashimi (hates raw fish) but prepares it for us time to time and he really REALLY loved it, I swear he demolished 75% of the plate LOL. I hardly had any since it was on the far end of the table.
Aaaaaand the only other thing I really did was pass the driving test ^^ I just had the mindset "I don't want to come here again" which meant that I just couldn't fail. Honestly, I just felt I got much better from 100 hours onwards but then at that stage we started really focusing on parking. Used to hate reverse parallel but now it's like my "thing" since I practised it like crazy. To be honest I wasn't even nervous during the test, it literally felt like taking just a random for a drive.
I swear the most nervewracking bit was practising with my instructor BEFORE the test. Cause he told me off for doing reverse parallel "too fast" (didn't even know that was a thing) and during our practise I had to overtake a rubbish collector truck thing on a narrow street and I was like omg hope this doesn't happen during my test :( He also told me off for stopping WAY too close (I was one whole car space) behind a big truck at the traffic light because apparently the rules say that being able to see the wheel contact the ground is not enough and you must be TWO car spaces when stopping behind a truck. And well I've read the driver's manual at least 5 times already if not more and I have NEVER seen this rule before. Has anyone else? And in real life I've never seen anyone do it, everyone stops behind a truck just like they do behind a car.
So yeah I swear after our practice when he said "I'm sure you won't have a problem passing" I bet he was really thinking this kid is going to fail OTL Anyway I mainly got marks off for driving too slow even though I swear I was always within 5 km or so of the speed limit :'(
覚えなければならない
written on Saturday, May 24, 2014 @ 11:24 PM ✈
I have to admit that sometimes I get really down and I ask myself "why didn't I do something simple like arts/business/economics/whatever"? Sometimes the amount of time I spend a week at uni is just really crazy, 9 to 5 some days and we're expected to study a few hours that day even when we get home. I've certainly said this before but I've never liked science (only did chem and physics and dropped chem even) and I never do well in it. And yet my degree is pretty much science focus all the way.
But then I have days where I remember things, like just how long I've wanted to do this and why and then I just feel like it's all okay again. So even though it's hard now and at times things aren't always so great I know this is what I wanted and yes even though it's boring science for now, it's what I need to do to get the degree I want in the end. It's really stupid but there are just so many times I forget my reasons and honestly, I'm happy that I had that dream. To me, it was like they were reminding me about that promise, and about everything. ありがとう ね. It's really just too stupid that I can forget so easily in the first place, that I give up easily when it gets tough and that I'm so dumb I need to be reminded.
About free chur's on Wednesday. Well sure free food is great but I have to remember that with the demands of my classes and my sort of timetable I can't even think about those sorts of things cause Wednesdays I have straight classes from 10 to 5 and to top it off 2 to 5 is a critical time since it's our group work presentations (the whole cohort doing theirs in one day omg) and they're worth 20% or more so obviously can't ditch! So for Wednesday my attitude is just
no words
written on Friday, May 23, 2014 @ 11:34 PM ✈
Okay so the prize reception wasn't TOO bad, except for a few "minor details." First off, the email with the pdf instructions fully made it sound like "get there at 5:45 or you're screwed" and I thought I was going to be late and rushed there and it was only 5:35 or something. Just so you know, people were still coming in well after 5:45 (it says starts at 6 but need to be there 5:45) so I'm just like what so it is okay to be late after all why do I even try (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
THEN I tore my new stockings before the thing even started. Good going me, good going. This is why I never wear stockings that aren't thick and black seriously... Also the sticky label on the chairs that tell you what number the seat is got stuck to me as well and yeah I didn't notice how embarrassing (￣ー￣) Only good thing was that even though they said we'd finish at 7:15 we actually finished half an hour early. HELL YEAH nothing like the feeling of finishing something early!!!
Man some people are so smart, people going up and getting 4 awards. And there are also awards for getting HD in an essay in a particular subject which is so weird. Or awards for getting 85 or above in an essay on particular topics eg. pigs or sheep. So if you want an award does that mean you should write it well and pick those animals? Because some animals won't give you an award eg. cow (didn't hear an award for that one).
There was a cocktail reception afterwards, but since we finished early I think they hadn't really brought the food out yet. I had something orange coloured, not sure if there was alcohol in it but maybe, since my mum said her face felt hot a bit later (and she drank what I drank). I also saw the guy at the bar making the drink for someone else which appeared to be 98% champagne, then something orange poured into it to give it the colour so maybe that's what I drank? Anyway I only saw rice paper rolls and salmon sashimi being brought out as we left cause dad was in a real hurry to go and get real dinner lol.
But then this is where the night gets WEIRD. I was waiting for my parents while they went to the bathroom then these two WEIRD students came up to me and the girl was like "WHAT'S UP!" and I thought she was just having a bit of fun as she came up to me and hugged me and I was like okay I'll go along with this... She turns to the guy and is like see I get all the girls! Then the guy with her was like "no" and hugged me as well x_x They must have been having some weirdass competition and I thought that would be it but
After she leaves to go to the toilet the guy hugs me again??? And then he called me cute and whipped out his phone and asked for my number so we could "hang" and I refused and he's just like whyyy and by now I'm just wth go away (´-_-｀) Thankfully my parents came back out and I could finally leave but FML WHY DO ALL THE WEIRD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME. I'm just going to chalk it up to the fact that they were probably drunk since they were holding a glass of something or other. Ugh. Next time I'm just going to give a random number out though that would be rude to the unfortunate soul whose number gets randomly picked by me. Ugh got hugged 3 times by some random whose name I don't even know *shudder*
Then we had an nice dinner and got home at around 9 and I got to play games :D Man this morning when I left at 8 all I could think about was how I wouldn't get home for more than 12 hours T^T
The award ^^
written on Thursday, May 22, 2014 @ 11:50 PM ✈
So not looking forward to having to attend tomorrow's prize reception at 6pm. Means I have to bum around until then and it's an hour sitting there when I'd rather be at home doing my work. Only reason I RSVP'ed as yes is because if I didn't go, they didn't say what would happen to my certificate so I assumed they would never give it to me otherwise > >
Either way I'm seriously ceebs also they even sent a pdf with weird instructions and it's just too complicated for me.
"Getting your seating number
Prize winners will find their allocated seat number and row at the Registration table.
Students receiving more than one award will be seated in the front row.
During the ceremony
Students will be called up in order of seat numbers. Please move along your row to the
right. The Checker will check your name and direct you when to approach the front of the
theatre. You will then approach the front, shake the presenters hand and wait for your
photograph at the end of your section. After the photograph, return using the centre aisle
to the row in front of where you were originally seated or as directed by staff.
If you are receiving two awards, please go to the front row after you have received your
first award to enable you easier access to the stage when you are called up for the
second time."
^ I just don't even
written on Wednesday, May 21, 2014 @ 11:23 PM ✈
I don't get how it's physically possible to be preparing for finals in a timely fashion since even now subjects are insane and still chucking assignments and other exams for us to do so when exactly does one study for our final exams between that?? I stand by the fact that it is impossible not to last minute study for finals.
Also I will never understand why my sister always insists on getting mud cake for her birthday because I just think it's gross. It's so dense and sickly sweet the whole cake tastes like it's cake crumbs mixed with icing seriously. I always eat the one slice when we cut the cake but then never eat anymore and only her and mum finish the rest off.
mishmash
written on Tuesday, May 20, 2014 @ 9:53 PM ✈
So today we got trolled because we all got to uni super early since we had a 9am lecture only for the projector to not work and for our lecture to be cancelled... At least we got to chill and have a coffee break instead lol but I'm not angry nor do I regret anything since no point in that and I actually feel bad for our lecturer since it's not like he wanted it to malfunction (he's a pretty nice guy even though I hate the subject lol).
Today has not been a good day though since ever since the lecture after that (normally our second one but first today since the real first one got cancelled) I just felt completely sick. Not as in common cold kind of sick but I just had a headsplitting headache for the whole day until around 5pm. And to top it off my stomach was being its usual temperamental self and I swear it was threatening to spew something == Like I'd eat a bite of my lunch and then just feel really really sick. I don't know what happened.
Also it's depressing but I got completely trolled on today's online stats quiz. They test if you've done your prac work and your tutorial stuff because the questions are just like "for question 1b what did you get" etc. But I got completely trolled since Helen did her quiz and she had nice questions like "is this yes or no?" and you just had to think about the concepts. What did I get?
I even double checked my answers and re-did some of them and I STILL got one wrong just what the hell. I hate it when it's not pick an option because I swear I just get it wrong probably cause of picky decimal place or something even though I redid my calculations to check my rounding.
Ugh I don't know but I'm seriously mad that I just can't seem to break out of my glass ceiling of 80% in everything. Like all those mid sem exams I just did a while back? And all these online quizzes (yes I know they are worth 1 to 5% but they all add up). Maybe because I'm just dumb or something but I really just cannot break out from around the 80 mark at my best (I'm saying I usually get 78~81 but I'm counting it as 80).
Anyway I had a dream yesterday that my phone decided to update on its own to the ugly iOS and then not only were the colours blindingly bright, but it had random extra buttons on my screen blocking stuff and in my dream I was thinking "just what the hell is this I don't even know what these are for" (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
Yesterday I found this on my twitter feed:
So Russel Crowe's in Japan? At first I thought this was taken from Tokyo Tower since the scenery looked REALLY familiar but when I compared it to my shot from there it was different and the comments on the picture was guessing it was from Sky Tree. I'm not sure since there are lots of views possible from either so guess I'll never know?
まだ....か
written on Sunday, May 18, 2014 @ 9:56 PM ✈
Ugh so I had that dream again. I always get them every now and then, each time the exact happenings are a little different but it's essentially the same thing going on. And every time I have that dream I just feel an extreme sense of relief, surprise and happiness but then I wake up and am just utterly disorientated and distressed...
So that happened as usual except when I woke up I was even more puzzled than usual because I just couldn't remember what exactly happened. I think it was only until breakfast that it started to come back.
So what went down in the dream? I was in our backyard and I saw him again, and I ran to him and I was just so glad to see him again and when I looked at him closely he wasn't sick anymore. He was healthy and all fine and I was so glad about it I just faced our house again and yelled "Mum! Mum! Come look he's fine now! He's okay!"
But even though he was physically fine I remember thinking to myself that he was being more "quiet" than usual, keeping to himself on one side of our backyard and not really seeking out interaction which was weird since normally he's really friendly and loves to come up to anyone. That's probably when the dream ended because I don't remember anymore.
I don't know why but this time round the dream hit me more than it usually does. Words honestly cannot describe how hard it is to see your pet not only get old, but get sick too. I mean, when they used to run around energetically like there was no tomorrow and then one day they no longer come running when you call them because they're that old it's just too sad...
Can't believe I even forgot the time I spent about $1500 for surgery fees and yes, it was my money. Can't believe I even had that sort of money back in year 9 and 10 from working. But even though they cut it out once and he was fine for a bit it just came back...
And there's really nothing sadder than not being able to do anything. Thinking back on it now, he really must have gone through a lot of pain and I'm just angry at myself. Peter, I'm really sorry. Honestly, you and Lucy taught me so much. Thank you.
Peter, wherever you are now boy, I hope you are doing well.
(Peter is the white one)
Thank you for the 8 years we spent together.
And if you thought this post was stupid.... well sorry.
what is the meaning of difficult
written on Friday, May 16, 2014 @ 11:31 PM ✈
FUARRR I'm so mad right now. Even when you finish the story and go into free mode, you can unlock the "bonus" chapter about Sasuke and Itachi vs Kabuto after you run around farming (collecting) chakra crystals like crazy.
I finished that ages ago but didn't do the fight yet because it's crazy hard and even the best of gamers have trouble with it. I'd say it's just as bad as the five kage vs madara fight I suffered so much on last time (still got a D for it ugh).
Anyway after one whole hour (yes, the fights take THAT long T_____T) I finally got it down after 3 serious attempts. I say "serious" as in I followed through with it til the end completely because I had up to 10 "non-serious" ones which means when I got hit too many times near the start I just restarted because there was no point continuing with that much damage (you'll die and it's a waste of time) so it's better just to restart and try again.
But yes it's so not fair, not only does your opponent always charge at you and throw these giant attacks which you can't block but to top off being a difficult opponent we get 2 bars of health and they get FIVE LIKE WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. This is exactly the same as the stupid madara fight ugh.
After 3 "serious" attempts I finally finished the fight except something DUMB happened again ugh (╥﹏╥) I really needed an S for this which is you need over one bar of health left to pass (extremely difficult not even kidding). Why did I need an S? Because it's one of the trophies (goal is to collect them all) and I really didn't want to play this again.
Guess what? Finished just into the orange bar (need to have green to get S) and I was madly pressing the health potion to try to get health up AND THE FIGHT FINISHED AND HAD I HAD ENOUGH TIME FOR THE CLICK FOR THE POTION TO WORK I WOULD HAVE GOT GREEN AND S. SO SAD RIGHT NOW.
Ugh have to replay it again and it takes so long to get a "good" start where he doesn't dash at you and slice you up straight away. So not looking forward to redoing this. Literally sat here and trembled like crazy the whole fight as well as afterwards. Guess it's an adrenaline thing. And then disappointment x_x
just getting dumber
written on Thursday, May 15, 2014 @ 10:12 PM ✈
Wow the night before my stats assignment is due and I realised I made a really fatal mistake on the first question... Just how dumb can I get seriously. I still stand by the fact that I simply cannot complete a stats assignment without having to redo all or some parts of it. But this mistake could have been totally avoided if we did what we always do in maths which is check by subbing back in!!!! I'M SO DUMB I didn't even do that and if I had you would have seen my answer was blatantly wrong. Ugh so dumb. Oh well at least I fixed it now.
Anyway today marks the one month anniversary of when I received my Naruto Ultimate Ninja Storm 3: Full Burst disc hehehehe. Still enjoying it even now except I'm still trying to collect all the trophies and I had to replay the last fight which I almost died of frustration last time. My god that fight is seriously hard it takes hours and guess what I actually fight worse than I did the first time??? How on EARTH did I get through the 1 vs 6 fight HOW??
written on Wednesday, May 14, 2014 @ 9:57 PM ✈
Sorry Elisa but I felt a little sick reading your post D: I kinda feel sad for the poor toads since they were technically still alive while being cut at... where as the animals we're given for dissection are already put down so yeah. And oh dear, imagine if your toad woke back up before you guys were done... T_T
The things we do to animals that you wouldn't do to humans... It reminds me of why I do my course and not medicine (we care too much about people as it is).
swamped
written on Tuesday, May 13, 2014 @ 10:35 PM ✈
Whew completely tired out, I really accomplished a lot today. Finished off two of my assignments which are due Friday (I did a bit every now and then over a couple of days) but I don't like to hand things in early so I'll look over it again tomorrow and change bits I need to. Finished another one of those stupidly long weekly structure and function prac booklets that are 15 pages long with a tonne of question ugh. Finished my online stats quiz, and finished online virtual microscopy. Is that five tasks done? Wow.
Didn't get to play anything at all today and it's 10:30 now T_T
It's week 10 now and this is the time where theoretically we should be buckling down and revising for exams but nope, uni thinks it's "chuck assignments at students time." I just give up lol. Still have another assignment due next week Thursday. This week was so weird, Monday I only had one lecture since we normally have two but first one wasn't on (in the timetable there's a blank) so first time in my life having a start at 11am and I was like "this is what arts must feel like, having the luxury to get up for a 11am start or even later" x_x
THEN, today's 9am lecture didn't run because our lecturer had something on (I forgot what) so I got to have a minor sleep in and get to uni for a 10am lecture. Weirdest week ever. To top it off, our assignment due next Monday got pushed to Thursday and I am COMPLETELY grateful for this. I hate presentations fml.
Not looking forward to next Friday when I have to go to uni with my parents to the award ceremony thing. Those things are so awkward it's not funny. Ick.
No more matrices. Just when you thought you understood ANOVA, NOPE! We now have to mix it up with regression and I bet the people in my cohort are like whyyyy (they're not very math-y, more biology and science I guess).
Can I just say when I was going through that time when I had heaps of stuff due/exams to do on the first week after midsem break, that the best music to have as bgm while you work has got to be Naruto Shippuden Endings lol. I don't have them all so I just youtube it and play it while I work and it's like 40 minutes. I don't know, the music isn't too in your face and you can work comfortably. I played it today while I was doing work haha. After that's done I just load the openings video LOL. You know when music sometimes reminds you of a certain time in your life? The endings songs reminds me of the episodes they were after and then I minorly relive the naruto series as I listen to it haha.
Anyway going to be so busy in the holidays. While everyone in the other degrees gets to party hard and relax the work continues for us as we have to do our work experience... I found a place for these holidays and they asked me what dates I wanted out of the month of holidays even though I told them I was free any time that month. They asked me to pick, so I did then they told me I couldn't do that week since other people were going and to pick another one. Like what?
This was exactly what I wanted to avoid so I told YOU to pick for me like what was the point of that x_x Anyway it's all good and we'll see how it is when the holidays come~
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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my sunshine
links exchanged opened! just tag me but link me first
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