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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.

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覚えなければならない
written on Saturday, May 24, 2014 @ 11:24 PM ✈

I have to admit that sometimes I get really down and I ask myself "why didn't I do something simple like arts/business/economics/whatever"? Sometimes the amount of time I spend a week at uni is just really crazy, 9 to 5 some days and we're expected to study a few hours that day even when we get home. I've certainly said this before but I've never liked science (only did chem and physics and dropped chem even) and I never do well in it. And yet my degree is pretty much science focus all the way.

But then I have days where I remember things, like just how long I've wanted to do this and why and then I just feel like it's all okay again. So even though it's hard now and at times things aren't always so great I know this is what I wanted and yes even though it's boring science for now, it's what I need to do to get the degree I want in the end. It's really stupid but there are just so many times I forget my reasons and honestly, I'm happy that I had that dream. To me, it was like they were reminding me about that promise, and about everything. ありがとう ね. It's really just too stupid that I can forget so easily in the first place, that I give up easily when it gets tough and that I'm so dumb I need to be reminded.

About free chur's on Wednesday. Well sure free food is great but I have to remember that with the demands of my classes and my sort of timetable I can't even think about those sorts of things cause Wednesdays I have straight classes from 10 to 5 and to top it off 2 to 5 is a critical time since it's our group work presentations (the whole cohort doing theirs in one day omg) and they're worth 20% or more so obviously can't ditch! So for Wednesday my attitude is just



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