夢と現実の間
Between dreams and reality
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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
 : Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
Summer is my eternal love.
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What to do...
written on Wednesday, December 5, 2012 @ 10:03 PM ✈
I always seem to have bad luck. My trusty umbrella broke yesterday and I discovered that one of the zippers on my sandals broke so now I can't pull it up. It must've broken at Issy's house some time during her party because I remember it being fine before I got to her house but I don't remember if it was okay afterwards (I didn't zip up my shoes on the way home because I was too lazy). In the meantime, my dad attached a purple paperclip to my shoe as a replacement zip. I find it works better than the old zip o_o
Ugh... some UAC thing came in the mail today, just some letter about how to interpret our incoming ATAR or something. Reading it makes me feel sick because it's saying stuff like "if you get 70 in all your exams, you will most likely get 70 ATAR or even lower." Like what? Seriously? I really don't think that's how it works because that would mean I'm doomed. And how does that work? I mean, are they saying for those that want 99.95 they have to be practically perfect in everything? Because I know that that's not the case (right?).
And reading that scares me more because from the start I didn't believe I could get into the course I want to (and I still don't) and come December 20 that belief will probably come true. And then I start thinking "oh god I don't want to do my second choice for a whole year just so I can transfer into what I really want". Sigh what am I going to do. But then again, if I really want it, then I should be willing to jump through that extra year to make it. Any chance is good right? But that's assuming I can actually do well in my second choice so that I can transfer T_T
And now I don't know if my slight headache is from reading that stupid stuff UAC sent me or if it's because of taking demazin for my nose. My grandma has a bad nose, which she gave to my mum and lucky me, mum passed it on to me (sarcasm). So my nose has been running all day (probably due to all the wind outside) and in a desperate attempt to get some relief I took a tablet. Which I normally never do because that drowsy stuff always hits me pretty hard. I remember last year I was ill with something pretty bad (don't remember what it was) and I took some medicine that had side effects which make you drowsy. Well the result was that I kept drifting in and out of microsleep in double jap.
In the end, I ended up skipping double physics to go to the sick bay to have a nice sleep because it was either that, or go to class and possibly fall off the stool if I fell asleep :/ Which I have actually almost done several times (those times when physics is so boring you nearly fall asleep, until almost falling off wakes you up).
Even though I took the day tablet which is not supposed to have such a bad effect, I can't tell if right now I am sleepy and headache-y because of the side effects of it or if I'm genuinely sleepy and my body is tired. It's only 9:50 though, surely my body can't be that weak?
And today I swear I drank at least 10 cups of water which is a record for me because normally I seem to only drink 1 to 2 cups a day. The reason is because I accidentally used too many chilli flakes on my pizza and my tongue was burning so bad. And I guess I ate too much salty stuff today because I'm still drinking a lot of water even though the fiery effects of the pizza can no longer be felt.
And why do so many people hate summer? Everyone says stuff like "yay I get to go to (insert country here) and escape the summer heat!" Pfft I LOVE the summer heat. Better than winter. Ugh, winter. It's so uncomfortable and cold, and I could never study properly in the winter because I was just too cold to move and be bothered (even with the heater on). Ah summer, I'm so glad that it kicked off properly with super hot weather on December 1st. The summer we had in December '11 to February '12 was pathetic. It was rainy and cold on more days than it was in the winter. This summer better make up for that >:D
And it's sad that it feels like both November and December have gone... Only January and a bit of February left (sorry I don't know exactly when uni starts) to savour the freedom.
Finally finished cleaning my room today (it took so long because I've been doing it bit by bit). It feels weird sorting through papers of stuff we were once learning not too long ago. It's sad chucking out piles of sheets, not because I'll miss the work but because I spent so much time on it and yet now it's getting thrown out in a flash.
- tracy.
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What to do...
written on Wednesday, December 5, 2012 @ 10:03 PM ✈
I always seem to have bad luck. My trusty umbrella broke yesterday and I discovered that one of the zippers on my sandals broke so now I can't pull it up. It must've broken at Issy's house some time during her party because I remember it being fine before I got to her house but I don't remember if it was okay afterwards (I didn't zip up my shoes on the way home because I was too lazy). In the meantime, my dad attached a purple paperclip to my shoe as a replacement zip. I find it works better than the old zip o_o
Ugh... some UAC thing came in the mail today, just some letter about how to interpret our incoming ATAR or something. Reading it makes me feel sick because it's saying stuff like "if you get 70 in all your exams, you will most likely get 70 ATAR or even lower." Like what? Seriously? I really don't think that's how it works because that would mean I'm doomed. And how does that work? I mean, are they saying for those that want 99.95 they have to be practically perfect in everything? Because I know that that's not the case (right?).
And reading that scares me more because from the start I didn't believe I could get into the course I want to (and I still don't) and come December 20 that belief will probably come true. And then I start thinking "oh god I don't want to do my second choice for a whole year just so I can transfer into what I really want". Sigh what am I going to do. But then again, if I really want it, then I should be willing to jump through that extra year to make it. Any chance is good right? But that's assuming I can actually do well in my second choice so that I can transfer T_T
And now I don't know if my slight headache is from reading that stupid stuff UAC sent me or if it's because of taking demazin for my nose. My grandma has a bad nose, which she gave to my mum and lucky me, mum passed it on to me (sarcasm). So my nose has been running all day (probably due to all the wind outside) and in a desperate attempt to get some relief I took a tablet. Which I normally never do because that drowsy stuff always hits me pretty hard. I remember last year I was ill with something pretty bad (don't remember what it was) and I took some medicine that had side effects which make you drowsy. Well the result was that I kept drifting in and out of microsleep in double jap.
In the end, I ended up skipping double physics to go to the sick bay to have a nice sleep because it was either that, or go to class and possibly fall off the stool if I fell asleep :/ Which I have actually almost done several times (those times when physics is so boring you nearly fall asleep, until almost falling off wakes you up).
Even though I took the day tablet which is not supposed to have such a bad effect, I can't tell if right now I am sleepy and headache-y because of the side effects of it or if I'm genuinely sleepy and my body is tired. It's only 9:50 though, surely my body can't be that weak?
And today I swear I drank at least 10 cups of water which is a record for me because normally I seem to only drink 1 to 2 cups a day. The reason is because I accidentally used too many chilli flakes on my pizza and my tongue was burning so bad. And I guess I ate too much salty stuff today because I'm still drinking a lot of water even though the fiery effects of the pizza can no longer be felt.
And why do so many people hate summer? Everyone says stuff like "yay I get to go to (insert country here) and escape the summer heat!" Pfft I LOVE the summer heat. Better than winter. Ugh, winter. It's so uncomfortable and cold, and I could never study properly in the winter because I was just too cold to move and be bothered (even with the heater on). Ah summer, I'm so glad that it kicked off properly with super hot weather on December 1st. The summer we had in December '11 to February '12 was pathetic. It was rainy and cold on more days than it was in the winter. This summer better make up for that >:D
And it's sad that it feels like both November and December have gone... Only January and a bit of February left (sorry I don't know exactly when uni starts) to savour the freedom.
Finally finished cleaning my room today (it took so long because I've been doing it bit by bit). It feels weird sorting through papers of stuff we were once learning not too long ago. It's sad chucking out piles of sheets, not because I'll miss the work but because I spent so much time on it and yet now it's getting thrown out in a flash.
- tracy.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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my sunshine
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