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written on Sunday, February 24, 2013 @ 11:50 PM ✈

Started to feel depressed because the long, blissful holidays are ending :( My relationship with holidays has been weird. I used to love them in primary school but then in high school I kind of disliked them (don't kill me) because I was always really unproductive and also because I got bored a lot.

I feel like time has passed both fast and slow since our holidays began in November. Like some events felt like they were agessss ago but others feel like they only just happened. I really don't want to go to uni because I bet I'll still be stuck in holiday mode T_T

And you know, I feel like these last three weeks of holiday (this week and the past two) have made me appreciate these holidays more (as well as long for more holidays rather than uni). Up until the last three weeks I didn't really do much but stay at home and occasionally go out but since two weeks ago, everyday has been packed :/ It's all a combination of work, driving, learning retarded stuff in the city (don't ask) and the occasional outing.

Man where did my holidays goooo T_T When I'm busy everyday it just makes me want a nice quiet day doing nothing at home... Which is what I basically did the whole of the holidays up until a few weeks ago. I also remember complaining that that was boring as hell but nooo I take it back, boring holidays please come back :(

So not looking forward to this week because tomorrow I have to go all the way to usyd to pick up my stupid id card and that's it == And then Thursday and Friday is orientation and I am SO not looking forward to that. I mean my faculty orientation is 9 to 5 on Thursday and 8 to 5 on Friday. How the hell am I supposed to get there at 8?! I'm going to have to get up at the crack of dawn == Why is my faculty orientation so long fml seriously. I looked at the others and they only have like 1 to 3 hours (depending on which faculty) which means they can just go home afterwards while I'm still stuck doing orientation T_T

Ugh but you know what I'll miss the most? The fact that I get to sleep-in :( For the last two weeks or so I've had to get up at 8am pretty much everyday due to various reasons like work, places to go, errands to run, or just generally doing things (once again don't ask). I haven't had a sleep-in for quite some time now and they'll be impossible when uni starts D;

I also don't appreciate the fact that for the last couple of weekends my dad has been coming into my room at 6 or 7am to wake me up to go driving T_T Normally I just mentally sigh to myself and just get up and go but this Saturday when he came to wake me up I just couldn't do it. The day before I had work and I also had work that day so I was just so damn tired and also told him the night before I wasn't up for it but he still came in and ruined my sleep :( I seriously just could not get up and just basically rolled over and was like "noooo I can't do it" and dad did the whole "aiyaaaaa why are you so lazy" thing.

Argh I only get one more chance to sleep-in before uni starts sob. Monday, Thursday and Friday I have to get up early to get to uni for orientation. Tuesday I have to go do something in the city. Saturday is work and Sunday is the day before uni so I bet dad will wake me up early just for the sake of it and/or take me to go driving. Oh Wednesday you're the only day I have left :(

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nooooo

written on Sunday, February 24, 2013 @ 11:50 PM ✈