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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
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Friday Saturday Sunday Monday lalalala whoosh gone
written on Monday, March 18, 2013 @ 11:57 PM ✈
I love love love my Friday sleep ins. Feel totally refreshed when I get up. Really starting to hate agen cause too much work and this ugly assignment due in steps with the first major part due in week 5. Ugh gross bleh go away.
Friday night dad told me "no need to get up early tomorrow for driving, I'm taking your mum to the doctor's." Reaction? OMG OMG OMG SLEEP! It's sad that my life now seems to revolve around wanting to sleep, but having little time for sleep. But an unexpected opportunity to sleep in makes me happy! Though I now realised he could have taken me driving and let mum go by herself... It was nothing serious too, she was just going to get her random rash checked out.
Didn't do much on the weekends, tried to catch up on all my work and it's sad that no matter how much time I spent doing that, I'm still not quite "on top" of it all. I've done all I've needed to do for now but it's better to go ahead right? Also on Sunday I slept in yet still managed to get up right on time to catch something I wanted to see on TV. Aww yeah skills (y) And on Saturday we went to yum cha which I was randomly craving for on Friday lol hurray.
Finally starting to get bio now that I've sat down and read through stuff. I don't get how people skip lectures and say "I'll just listen to it at home"? A lecture that would have taken 50 minutes when sitting at usyd took me like an hour and a half to get through at home o.O Maybe I just suck at taking notes or something, I don't know.
So now we get to Monday, today. It's sad that I spent all weekend recharging and I'm already tired. How will I survive until next weekend? How did I ever survive on this sleep pattern. Also my sister told me that if you drink a lot of coffee you lose your appetite. That would explain where my appetite has gone recently. Actually no it doesn't cause I only drink coffee like twice a week? Which is nothing compared to those that drink it daily. Hey if you drink it daily do you feel like you have no appetite people?
Hating on agen lectures cause no matter which lecturer we have I always end up really sleepy and don't absorb much. Though the lady gets me drifting off into almost-sleep before the guy does. Will probably fail that subject since I haven't learnt anything useful :/ I should probably skip those lectures and do it at home because I feel like I will stay awake somehow if I'm at home. I like how our stats lecturer was all like "ugh agen. It's more qualitative and... how should I put it... it's all about 'feeeeelings' (he says it in that funny drawn out way)" and I was like "lol I totally agree." Give me numbers any day, they require no thought unlike agen which I feel is more like "lol try and write as much as you can about this one thing even though you can probably sum it up in a sentence." Okay all that probably made no sense.
Got my crepe today! I got the cinnamon one and my friend says I should try the lemon and sugar one next time. I also tried the coco mocha (that's how they write it, shouldn't it be cocoa?) but like I told you, coffee has no effect cause I still ended up almost falling asleep in my agen lecture. Being the fool that I was, I thought the coco mocha would be sweeter than the mocha I had last week but it wasn't T_T
The mocha I had last week didn't need any sugar to be added in but the coco mocha was a bit bitter :( I ended up having to put in two sugars and felt like an unhealthy kid. I said I didn't know the difference between those two coffees and my friend told me mocha would have chocolate powder (which is sweetened) and "obviously" coco mocha had cocoa which isn't sweet. Stupid me. Forever the coffee noob T_T I shall get mocha from now on since it's sweet and nice(ish). The guy who served me my coffee today called out my name in his cool accent and I was like " :O I like his accent." It was also the first time they spelt my name right, they spelt it wrong last time and on my noggi too (if you look closely) and I can't be bothered spelling it for people anymore, it still sounds the same when called out so -shrug- What I really don't get is when people still spell my name wrong in a reply email or text when my name is up the top in your contacts or as part of my usyd email name!!!
Had a break so I followed my friend who was getting her skin and blood test in preparation for next week's vaccinations. God, I do not like sitting there in the waiting room :/ I'm not getting mine until Thursday but I was already freaking out big time because when I'm sitting there I'm only thinking about how much it's going to hurt when I get mine ಥ＿ಥ Hate needles someone save me. My friend was all cool about it and was like "why are you scared, blood tests don't hurt, I get them all the time when I get a check-up." I love how she said that but then when her skin test was done she told me it hurt a lot which made me panic again T_T Everyone says the skin tests hurt a lot compared to blood test and vaccinations.
Gosh can Thursday just never come please please please. I don't care if it's pain "for just a few seconds" because I don't like the pain regardless! Plus even though she was so cool about it, they couldn't find her vein and had to squeeze her arm or something and she told me the blood test ended up hurting quite a bit after all. ARGH I told you! They're totally going to screw up my one and will probably be unsympathetic when I'm sitting there dying of panic ಥ＿ಥ If anyone has a break on Thursday 11am come give me moral support D;
Also apparently one in many people get a really REALLY swollen sore arm not straight after the vaccination, but like three or so months after it. All I can think is "great, that's probably going to end up being me." And the thing is, it's not an immediate reaction so one day maybe poof, swollen sore arm for you. And the faculty people/whoever is making us get these vaccinations are totally unsympathetic!!! They're all like "well if that happens then LOL nothing you can do! Just deal with the soreness and swollen-ness and good luck writing and doing tasks TROLOLOL." WHYYYYY
Not sure if I mentioned it already (I'm getting old and forgetting things already orz) but they scheduled mine at such a crappy time - during my 3 hour bio prac and there's noooo way I can reschedule that because I have no more 3 hour openings. Luckily I got my time switched though I have to move tutorial classes for two weeks. Since it's so early in the semester, I bet when I go back to my old class they'll be like "who is she o_o" sigh don't forget me guys...
3 hour chem prac was... interesting. Making like a bajilliion things out of these two solutions o_o And I got my nice white lab coat dirty noooo now I have to wash it orz. I feel like those chemicals are still on my hands even though I washed them so many times already. I hate wearing those stupid safety glasses == They never fit properly and always slip down my nose and wearing them for so long makes my head hurt cause they make my vision retarded. It's not blurry but it's more like I can't see as much around me as I can without them on. And why do we have to wear them when I swear we're doing a really basic prac with no danger to the eyes? My lab partner's name is Keely which is funny because I already know a Keely and to me that name is rare so it's strange finding someone else with that name.
Yay early finish tomorrow! Was looking forward to getting homework done and then my boss called me D; He says he needs me cause I'm faster at data entry then he is even though I feel like I still take a long time (not that I'm slow, it's because there's just so much stuff to put in) lol. I have to work tomorrow which means less homework time T_T But hurray money? It's been a week and a half since I last worked. I was so looking forward to getting home but it looks like I shall be away from home sweet home for 13 hours tomorrow :(
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Friday Saturday Sunday Monday lalalala whoosh gone
written on Monday, March 18, 2013 @ 11:57 PM ✈
I love love love my Friday sleep ins. Feel totally refreshed when I get up. Really starting to hate agen cause too much work and this ugly assignment due in steps with the first major part due in week 5. Ugh gross bleh go away.
Friday night dad told me "no need to get up early tomorrow for driving, I'm taking your mum to the doctor's." Reaction? OMG OMG OMG SLEEP! It's sad that my life now seems to revolve around wanting to sleep, but having little time for sleep. But an unexpected opportunity to sleep in makes me happy! Though I now realised he could have taken me driving and let mum go by herself... It was nothing serious too, she was just going to get her random rash checked out.
Didn't do much on the weekends, tried to catch up on all my work and it's sad that no matter how much time I spent doing that, I'm still not quite "on top" of it all. I've done all I've needed to do for now but it's better to go ahead right? Also on Sunday I slept in yet still managed to get up right on time to catch something I wanted to see on TV. Aww yeah skills (y) And on Saturday we went to yum cha which I was randomly craving for on Friday lol hurray.
Finally starting to get bio now that I've sat down and read through stuff. I don't get how people skip lectures and say "I'll just listen to it at home"? A lecture that would have taken 50 minutes when sitting at usyd took me like an hour and a half to get through at home o.O Maybe I just suck at taking notes or something, I don't know.
So now we get to Monday, today. It's sad that I spent all weekend recharging and I'm already tired. How will I survive until next weekend? How did I ever survive on this sleep pattern. Also my sister told me that if you drink a lot of coffee you lose your appetite. That would explain where my appetite has gone recently. Actually no it doesn't cause I only drink coffee like twice a week? Which is nothing compared to those that drink it daily. Hey if you drink it daily do you feel like you have no appetite people?
Hating on agen lectures cause no matter which lecturer we have I always end up really sleepy and don't absorb much. Though the lady gets me drifting off into almost-sleep before the guy does. Will probably fail that subject since I haven't learnt anything useful :/ I should probably skip those lectures and do it at home because I feel like I will stay awake somehow if I'm at home. I like how our stats lecturer was all like "ugh agen. It's more qualitative and... how should I put it... it's all about 'feeeeelings' (he says it in that funny drawn out way)" and I was like "lol I totally agree." Give me numbers any day, they require no thought unlike agen which I feel is more like "lol try and write as much as you can about this one thing even though you can probably sum it up in a sentence." Okay all that probably made no sense.
Got my crepe today! I got the cinnamon one and my friend says I should try the lemon and sugar one next time. I also tried the coco mocha (that's how they write it, shouldn't it be cocoa?) but like I told you, coffee has no effect cause I still ended up almost falling asleep in my agen lecture. Being the fool that I was, I thought the coco mocha would be sweeter than the mocha I had last week but it wasn't T_T
The mocha I had last week didn't need any sugar to be added in but the coco mocha was a bit bitter :( I ended up having to put in two sugars and felt like an unhealthy kid. I said I didn't know the difference between those two coffees and my friend told me mocha would have chocolate powder (which is sweetened) and "obviously" coco mocha had cocoa which isn't sweet. Stupid me. Forever the coffee noob T_T I shall get mocha from now on since it's sweet and nice(ish). The guy who served me my coffee today called out my name in his cool accent and I was like " :O I like his accent." It was also the first time they spelt my name right, they spelt it wrong last time and on my noggi too (if you look closely) and I can't be bothered spelling it for people anymore, it still sounds the same when called out so -shrug- What I really don't get is when people still spell my name wrong in a reply email or text when my name is up the top in your contacts or as part of my usyd email name!!!
Had a break so I followed my friend who was getting her skin and blood test in preparation for next week's vaccinations. God, I do not like sitting there in the waiting room :/ I'm not getting mine until Thursday but I was already freaking out big time because when I'm sitting there I'm only thinking about how much it's going to hurt when I get mine ಥ＿ಥ Hate needles someone save me. My friend was all cool about it and was like "why are you scared, blood tests don't hurt, I get them all the time when I get a check-up." I love how she said that but then when her skin test was done she told me it hurt a lot which made me panic again T_T Everyone says the skin tests hurt a lot compared to blood test and vaccinations.
Gosh can Thursday just never come please please please. I don't care if it's pain "for just a few seconds" because I don't like the pain regardless! Plus even though she was so cool about it, they couldn't find her vein and had to squeeze her arm or something and she told me the blood test ended up hurting quite a bit after all. ARGH I told you! They're totally going to screw up my one and will probably be unsympathetic when I'm sitting there dying of panic ಥ＿ಥ If anyone has a break on Thursday 11am come give me moral support D;
Also apparently one in many people get a really REALLY swollen sore arm not straight after the vaccination, but like three or so months after it. All I can think is "great, that's probably going to end up being me." And the thing is, it's not an immediate reaction so one day maybe poof, swollen sore arm for you. And the faculty people/whoever is making us get these vaccinations are totally unsympathetic!!! They're all like "well if that happens then LOL nothing you can do! Just deal with the soreness and swollen-ness and good luck writing and doing tasks TROLOLOL." WHYYYYY
Not sure if I mentioned it already (I'm getting old and forgetting things already orz) but they scheduled mine at such a crappy time - during my 3 hour bio prac and there's noooo way I can reschedule that because I have no more 3 hour openings. Luckily I got my time switched though I have to move tutorial classes for two weeks. Since it's so early in the semester, I bet when I go back to my old class they'll be like "who is she o_o" sigh don't forget me guys...
3 hour chem prac was... interesting. Making like a bajilliion things out of these two solutions o_o And I got my nice white lab coat dirty noooo now I have to wash it orz. I feel like those chemicals are still on my hands even though I washed them so many times already. I hate wearing those stupid safety glasses == They never fit properly and always slip down my nose and wearing them for so long makes my head hurt cause they make my vision retarded. It's not blurry but it's more like I can't see as much around me as I can without them on. And why do we have to wear them when I swear we're doing a really basic prac with no danger to the eyes? My lab partner's name is Keely which is funny because I already know a Keely and to me that name is rare so it's strange finding someone else with that name.
Yay early finish tomorrow! Was looking forward to getting homework done and then my boss called me D; He says he needs me cause I'm faster at data entry then he is even though I feel like I still take a long time (not that I'm slow, it's because there's just so much stuff to put in) lol. I have to work tomorrow which means less homework time T_T But hurray money? It's been a week and a half since I last worked. I was so looking forward to getting home but it looks like I shall be away from home sweet home for 13 hours tomorrow :(
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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