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written on Sunday, March 17, 2013 @ 11:33 PM ✈
For Thursday 14th...
I realise I have been a big fool. I've been checking for the new chapter of naruto and only now did I remember that they are on break this week. Fail T_T Haven't been coping with my mosquito bites and I've been scratching them every free moment I have and now they've gone purple... -Flash forward to Friday- Not so itchy anymore hurray lol.
Hmm all the notes I left for my post are disjointed and don't make much sense to me now. Anyway, there's something I hate when I go into the chem lecture room. It's really big but there's always so many people and since I usually get in early I sit pretty much in the middle of the bench thing so other people can get in and that there will still be space for more people to sit. Except what happens is that the next person comes in from the other side and leaves this big space between us and when the benches start to get full, it makes it look like I'm the douchebag who left that big space so others couldn't have a seat == Every time, seriously.
Here's a five minute MS paint diagram to demonstrate my point, hope it makes sense. I hate it when that happens cause I end up looking like the inconsiderate loser when I'm the one who sat down first and they should move over more towards the middle but what always ends up happening is more people come in from the left (example as per the diagram) so I have to move over towards them to make space.
That morning on the train the guy next to me was falling asleep and his head was starting to lean towards my side and I was like
"oh god please wake up soon or train please hurray up and get to my stop" (since I was almost there)
Ugh why even bother reading weather reports anymore. Every time it says it will be quite rainy or cold, I bring my umbrella and a jacket (like I did on Thursday) and guess what? It was the lightest sprinkling ever, which was quite refreshing to walk in but most certainly was no cause to bring an umbrella. It was slightly cold on the train but after that I didn't need my jacket. Why do I even bother bringing those two things, I could have had more space in my bag T_T
Thursdays are such a lonely day. I have two one-hour breaks and one of them I share with absolutely no one. So sad forever alone ಥДಥ This time though I was falling asleep in my morning chem lecture which means I must have been dead tired cause I do like that lecturer so straight after in what I will now refer to as my "lonely Thursday break" I went to get some coffee.
Now, I am seriously not a coffee person (if you didn't already know) but desperate times call for desperate measures. I can just tolerate the taste of coffee (if I put in enough sugar) but it's not something I'll ever prefer to drink. I'll take tea any day but I find it weird to buy tea when I can just make it at home... I guess the same logic goes for coffee but oh well -shrug-
So yes, off I went to get some coffee. I actually don't think it "wakes me up" much at all, but I think I only drink it to get the placebo effect going. At orientation they gave us a sheet filled with advice written by some third years in our faculty and one of them said something like "don't drink too much coffee because you WILL become dependent on it." At that time I was like
But now I realise I might have to drink it quite a bit if I feel like I need help staying awake... Sometimes my dad makes coffee at night and I once asked him if he can still sleep after that and he told me yes so I asked him if I was allowed to drink tea or coffee at night as long as I can still fall asleep. His response was pretty much "go for it, do what you like" yet if I make myself tea or coffee at 8:30 my parents are like "why are you drinking that? You're not going to be able to sleep." The thing is I fall asleep pretty much straight after getting in bed no matter what time it is. Okay, obviously not during the day or at a ridiculously early time like 8:30pm but anything past 11 or so I'll just fall right asleep. So tea or coffee has no effect but then again, I'd probably have to drink a few cups for it to do something which begs the question if one cup of coffee is actually enough to keep me awake in lectures or not...
The food court is so empty at 10am (my break time), there's only a handful of people there and they're either drinking coffee and/or on their laptops or their phones and it's more like a place to sit around rather than to eat. At 12pm though, it's quite crazy and packed. I ordered a mocha in the hopes that there would be less coffee taste and for 1.50 more I could have had a crepe with it but 10am was sooo early, way too early to eat anything in my opinion (since breakfast wasn't too long ago). Though in the afternoon I was regretting that I didn't get that crepe T_T I'll probably get it in my next break then D;
I don't like our chem tutor because he keeps encouraging us to do the harder chem course even if we did super badly in HSC or have basic knowledge. Stop making me question myself on whether I chose the right one or not T_T At enrollment day they told us to do the fundamentals if we sucked or know nothing! And I picked up one of the tutorial sheets for the harder chem course that was lying around on the table and I didn't get it at all plus it was four times longer than our sheet...
Second break and I hung out with people in the scitech library where I'll probably hang now and then from now on as I think it's pretty cool. The chairs are cool, the atmosphere is relaxed and you can talk and whatnot. Technically there's a no eating and drinking rule (since it's a library, right?) but everyone still does it anyway o.O Found out Shirley actually catches the same train as me in the morning (though at a later stop, which I knew) and we've been in the same carriage before. How come I didn't see you around?! You could've kept me company and made sure I stayed awake :(
One of these days I bet I'm not going to wake up and miss my stop... At least I don't have any tutorials or practicals first up so I'll make it back in time for those. On a side note, the bio labs are so much more cooler than the chem labs. They're so white and clean and wowww but the chem labs are just big but nothing interesting. Still better than high school maybe.
So that retarded practical off campus is at the ATP and since arrival and departure time (lol sounds like at an airport) is flexible I got there 12 past the hour and everyone was already in there what is this T_T Last week the stuff was easy but this week I had no idea what was going on. Well that escalated quickly. Like fuarrr what is this I don't get it (ﾉಥ益ಥ）ﾉ 彡┻━┻ Luckily I was sitting next to a second year (who had failed the subject and was doing it again) and she helped me out sooo much thank you ^^ Thanks to her, I finished up like 40 minutes early so I walked back to uni with her and she was telling me all these stories about first and second year classes and how this subject gets pretty retarded when calculus starts. She also told me how one time in this class they had to skin freshly killed chickens which were still warm :/
As my funny bio lecturer would say, ad break! Yay I fixed up my broken shoes by getting new 2.50 laces so I don't have to throw them out until the soles die lol (y)
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