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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
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written on Saturday, March 9, 2013 @ 10:59 PM ✈
Ugh I feel like my driving is getting both better and worse. I really dislike breakfast these days because there's nothing I want to eat and every since about year ten in high school, I always get a bad stomach ache after I eat breakfast (no matter what it is) and if I skip breakfast, it's still the same. So I don't know what I'm supposed to do T_T
Also something I really hate is when people freaking visit our house while I'm watching TV!! I only watch TV about two times a week and usually it's either masterchef, simpsons or futurama (though they aren't playing anything new these days but I still watch it if I'm bored). I mean come on! You guys just come in and then both you and my parents talk much too loudly, at a level that's way too unnecessary. I mean the neighbours can probably hear == And no matter how loud I turn it up it doesn't help. I always get pretty pissed when I can't hear the TV because the point is I want to watch it on TV! Too ceebs downloading and watching it on a comp (I do that for other series).
Ugh I remember before HSC we only got about one visitor per week but then as soon as it was the actual HSC period (the exams) boom we had people coming over everyday. That pissed me off quite a bit == Like seriously, of all the times. I'd basically have this face while I worked: (≖Д≖；) I should have made a graph of how many people come over during that time, there would probably be a massive spike during the HSC period.
You know I think it's hard to make friends in uni because in lectures (well for mine at least) there are sooo many people so unless you already know someone and hang with them, you end up sitting next to a different person every time, in my case at least. Of course you can make lots of new friends that way I guess but it's hard to see them around since there are so many people, differing timetables etc. It also helps if you somehow turn up to the lectures at the same time as your friend/s or otherwise you better hope you have good skills at spotting people in the crowded lecture room :/
It's probably easier to become friends with people in your tutorial groups since there's less people but tutorials are only 1 to 2 hours once a week so that's not much time spent together, especially if you can't see each other in breaks :/ Also, about that thing where I suck at remembering people's names. Was I like that in high school? For some reason I don't think I was because I remember the first time the teacher called the roll I looked around the class and I was like "oh so that's ___ and that's ____" and so on so forth and I think I actually managed to remember most of my class during roll call. And yet now I forget names after one minute ==
This week, all the things I wrote down from all my lectures combined don't even make up a page. Is that a bad sign? I'm pretty sure they didn't say anything that revolutionary just quite yet and most of the things were just introductions and I also didn't write things I knew already... But I probably should so when I read it I'll be like "oh I need to know this" rather than just relying on the fact I already know and then maybe later I will forget... I still don't get how people can write so much when the lecturer has barely said anything, I guess my note taking skills just suck too much.
My old jap tutor just emailed me and it's been a while since we last email because I think she never got the last one I sent her or something @_@ She said some things that really surprised me D; Also I realised I'm really losing my knowledge of japanese, I had trouble understand a few sentences and I find it sad that I spent so long learning it and now it's just fading away because I can't use it anymore. I don't even know how I can even build on what I learnt, reading books or whatever just isn't the same. Of course people say watch anime and read manga and back in the junior years I picked up quite a few words through that method, but it's just that, words. Not very useful unless you can use them in a comprehensible sentence :/
I find it quite amazing how much we've learnt over the years. Like when you compare what you know now to what you knew in year seven there's a big difference. Of course six years is a long time but I still find it amazing how far we've come. Or maybe I'm just being retarded.
Oh I should clarify for no particular reason, that I do "follow" people's blogs but I don't actually click the follow button. I don't really see why I need to? I don't know. I'm just lazy and type the url and just read. So yes, I do read people's blogs and maybe I should just press the follow button so people know. Buuuut I'm lazy. Also I'm a pretty dedicated blog reader, if I follow yours I'll probably check it once a day for updates :D
Someone sent a mass email to all the people in our faculty and it's of an article she found in the paper.
I know these things always happen but it always makes me sad. Like in the article it says she's had them since she was young so they'd be important to her right? Of course. So that's why I can never help but think "they why would you do / consider doing that?" I understand that circumstances change but still I'm just like :/ It's still sad. It's funny how these things are fine because it's "just" animals but you don't see people going around "putting down" humans because they can't be looked after, or if they're troublesome etc (sorry right now I just can't word the reasons why people put animals down). Well at least I don't think they do that to humans ==
When I read these things I'm always thinking "damn I wish I could take them" but of course my parents can't allow it. I wonder if in the future I'd just end up adopting them all because I'll longer have someone telling me "no"?
Oh and I'm eagerly waiting for the thing I ordered online to arrive, the wait is killing me :( It's not supposed to come until next week but with my luck, it'll probably get here the week after that T_T
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written on Saturday, March 9, 2013 @ 10:59 PM ✈
Ugh I feel like my driving is getting both better and worse. I really dislike breakfast these days because there's nothing I want to eat and every since about year ten in high school, I always get a bad stomach ache after I eat breakfast (no matter what it is) and if I skip breakfast, it's still the same. So I don't know what I'm supposed to do T_T
Also something I really hate is when people freaking visit our house while I'm watching TV!! I only watch TV about two times a week and usually it's either masterchef, simpsons or futurama (though they aren't playing anything new these days but I still watch it if I'm bored). I mean come on! You guys just come in and then both you and my parents talk much too loudly, at a level that's way too unnecessary. I mean the neighbours can probably hear == And no matter how loud I turn it up it doesn't help. I always get pretty pissed when I can't hear the TV because the point is I want to watch it on TV! Too ceebs downloading and watching it on a comp (I do that for other series).
Ugh I remember before HSC we only got about one visitor per week but then as soon as it was the actual HSC period (the exams) boom we had people coming over everyday. That pissed me off quite a bit == Like seriously, of all the times. I'd basically have this face while I worked: (≖Д≖；) I should have made a graph of how many people come over during that time, there would probably be a massive spike during the HSC period.
You know I think it's hard to make friends in uni because in lectures (well for mine at least) there are sooo many people so unless you already know someone and hang with them, you end up sitting next to a different person every time, in my case at least. Of course you can make lots of new friends that way I guess but it's hard to see them around since there are so many people, differing timetables etc. It also helps if you somehow turn up to the lectures at the same time as your friend/s or otherwise you better hope you have good skills at spotting people in the crowded lecture room :/
It's probably easier to become friends with people in your tutorial groups since there's less people but tutorials are only 1 to 2 hours once a week so that's not much time spent together, especially if you can't see each other in breaks :/ Also, about that thing where I suck at remembering people's names. Was I like that in high school? For some reason I don't think I was because I remember the first time the teacher called the roll I looked around the class and I was like "oh so that's ___ and that's ____" and so on so forth and I think I actually managed to remember most of my class during roll call. And yet now I forget names after one minute ==
This week, all the things I wrote down from all my lectures combined don't even make up a page. Is that a bad sign? I'm pretty sure they didn't say anything that revolutionary just quite yet and most of the things were just introductions and I also didn't write things I knew already... But I probably should so when I read it I'll be like "oh I need to know this" rather than just relying on the fact I already know and then maybe later I will forget... I still don't get how people can write so much when the lecturer has barely said anything, I guess my note taking skills just suck too much.
My old jap tutor just emailed me and it's been a while since we last email because I think she never got the last one I sent her or something @_@ She said some things that really surprised me D; Also I realised I'm really losing my knowledge of japanese, I had trouble understand a few sentences and I find it sad that I spent so long learning it and now it's just fading away because I can't use it anymore. I don't even know how I can even build on what I learnt, reading books or whatever just isn't the same. Of course people say watch anime and read manga and back in the junior years I picked up quite a few words through that method, but it's just that, words. Not very useful unless you can use them in a comprehensible sentence :/
I find it quite amazing how much we've learnt over the years. Like when you compare what you know now to what you knew in year seven there's a big difference. Of course six years is a long time but I still find it amazing how far we've come. Or maybe I'm just being retarded.
Oh I should clarify for no particular reason, that I do "follow" people's blogs but I don't actually click the follow button. I don't really see why I need to? I don't know. I'm just lazy and type the url and just read. So yes, I do read people's blogs and maybe I should just press the follow button so people know. Buuuut I'm lazy. Also I'm a pretty dedicated blog reader, if I follow yours I'll probably check it once a day for updates :D
Someone sent a mass email to all the people in our faculty and it's of an article she found in the paper.
I know these things always happen but it always makes me sad. Like in the article it says she's had them since she was young so they'd be important to her right? Of course. So that's why I can never help but think "they why would you do / consider doing that?" I understand that circumstances change but still I'm just like :/ It's still sad. It's funny how these things are fine because it's "just" animals but you don't see people going around "putting down" humans because they can't be looked after, or if they're troublesome etc (sorry right now I just can't word the reasons why people put animals down). Well at least I don't think they do that to humans ==
When I read these things I'm always thinking "damn I wish I could take them" but of course my parents can't allow it. I wonder if in the future I'd just end up adopting them all because I'll longer have someone telling me "no"?
Oh and I'm eagerly waiting for the thing I ordered online to arrive, the wait is killing me :( It's not supposed to come until next week but with my luck, it'll probably get here the week after that T_T
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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