夢と現実の間
Between dreams and reality
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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
 : Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
Summer is my eternal love.
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ugh
written on Saturday, March 30, 2013 @ 11:24 PM ✈
I don't even want to be awake. Because I'm like this, I thought going to bed last night would be blissful. Boy, I was wrong. For me, the key to good sleep is being able to roll around. As soon as I hit the pillow, if I want to fall asleep, roll and face the other way and bam I'll go to sleep.
Wake up in the middle of the night? No worries, just roll and face the side you're not currently facing and I'll just fall back asleep. Last night however? Killer pains coming from my arm. Rolling around is the most painful thing ever. Can't even sleep on my right side either because that requires lying on the side of my right shoulder, where the needle went it. I have to get up, turn over and then go to sleep trying to ignore the pain in my right arm sigh ==
Couldn't even have a sleep in since I woke up with the worst runny nose ever which would not allow me to go back to sleep so I had to get up. Looked in the mirror and my arm now has a raised red lump that's five centimetres in diameter and it hurts like hell whether I'm moving it or not (though obviously hurts more when I use that arm). My arm is also incredibly sore in the area that's 8cm in diameter around the injection spot (so even the part that isn't red).
Ugh please go away already. Damn, that Q fever vaccination is really some potent stuff, nothing else has ever done this. And it's not even a case of "you didn't move your arm around enough after the needle" because I truly did, I used it as I would have if I didn't have the injection but obviously that didn't help.
Ugh if sleep doesn't bring me peace, and being awake sucks what am I supposed to do. And that ^^^ has nothing to do with the pain in my arm, it just means that I think too much about depressing things while I'm awake so I thought sleep would bring relief but it's too painful.
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ugh
written on Saturday, March 30, 2013 @ 11:24 PM ✈
I don't even want to be awake. Because I'm like this, I thought going to bed last night would be blissful. Boy, I was wrong. For me, the key to good sleep is being able to roll around. As soon as I hit the pillow, if I want to fall asleep, roll and face the other way and bam I'll go to sleep.
Wake up in the middle of the night? No worries, just roll and face the side you're not currently facing and I'll just fall back asleep. Last night however? Killer pains coming from my arm. Rolling around is the most painful thing ever. Can't even sleep on my right side either because that requires lying on the side of my right shoulder, where the needle went it. I have to get up, turn over and then go to sleep trying to ignore the pain in my right arm sigh ==
Couldn't even have a sleep in since I woke up with the worst runny nose ever which would not allow me to go back to sleep so I had to get up. Looked in the mirror and my arm now has a raised red lump that's five centimetres in diameter and it hurts like hell whether I'm moving it or not (though obviously hurts more when I use that arm). My arm is also incredibly sore in the area that's 8cm in diameter around the injection spot (so even the part that isn't red).
Ugh please go away already. Damn, that Q fever vaccination is really some potent stuff, nothing else has ever done this. And it's not even a case of "you didn't move your arm around enough after the needle" because I truly did, I used it as I would have if I didn't have the injection but obviously that didn't help.
Ugh if sleep doesn't bring me peace, and being awake sucks what am I supposed to do. And that ^^^ has nothing to do with the pain in my arm, it just means that I think too much about depressing things while I'm awake so I thought sleep would bring relief but it's too painful.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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my sunshine
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