夢と現実の間
Between dreams and reality
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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
 : Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
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backlog is just growing
written on Tuesday, April 2, 2013 @ 11:52 PM ✈
Ah today was well spent. Many many things happened and sorry but right now I'm just too tired (wait I mean lazy) to blog about it. I better do it tomorrow morning. I shall get up early at 8:30 and do work. Yus. 8:30 is early for me, shut up.
It's 11:40. Is that early or late, I don't even know anymore. Argh I didn't even up doing any decent amount of work today. Totally letting my group down orz Yesterday I did manage to do half of the work (which was my goal for yesterday), and didn't even go to bed late either. Finished around midnight? Left to bed at 12:30 but didn't sleep until 1:50... But back to the point. I have the hardest and longest task to do out of everyone in our group T_T Hopefully they'll understand why it's taking so long. Lucky it's not due until next Friday.
Is mid semester break suddenly not a week or what cause I'm getting confused with these weird things popping up about people going to uni on Wednesday or Thursday? What?
Last but not least, a long time ago I used to have really cool and weird dreams every single night and I'd wake up and be entertained thinking about what happened in the previous night's dream (what you feel while you're in the dream is different to what you feel when you're awake, if that makes sense). But recently, well more like for the last three years, dreams seem to have escaped me and I have them like once a month if I'm lucky no joke.
Well they do say you dream every night but most of the time you just don't remember it but oh well. Yeah that makes me sad because I really liked my dreams. But guess what. These last three days I've had a dream every night and of course once again, they are really weird but in these ones I just felt really really happy, maybe because it's just so completely different to reality which most dreams are I guess, but since I'm kind of rejecting some things about reality right now I guess that's why I liked those dreams so much.
But thanks to that, everyday I now wake up going "ughhh god it was just all another dream, why". What kind of dream awaits me tonight...
If only life could be like that weird QR game where the heroine finds herself in this other world, where it's kind of like a dystopic "Alice in Wonderland" and she finds it retarded and she just wants to go back to her own "world" and she spends all her time trying to go back and yet at the end, the player finds out in the real world her sister died and the heroine just doesn't want to deal with the trauma (whole back story about how she's jealous of her sister blah) and so pretty much she dreamt herself into that world and now she pretty much just "lives" there. And in that world she still thinks her sister is alive and all and yet she doesn't "go back" to see her, and instead chooses to live in that world with its weird people.
I don't think that made much sense but we'll touch on it again some other time.
And as everyday passes by, my backlog of games to keep track of, videos to watch, and things to read just keep growing and growing... I bet I'll spend all of semester break clearing backlogs sigh.
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backlog is just growing
written on Tuesday, April 2, 2013 @ 11:52 PM ✈
Ah today was well spent. Many many things happened and sorry but right now I'm just too tired (wait I mean lazy) to blog about it. I better do it tomorrow morning. I shall get up early at 8:30 and do work. Yus. 8:30 is early for me, shut up.
It's 11:40. Is that early or late, I don't even know anymore. Argh I didn't even up doing any decent amount of work today. Totally letting my group down orz Yesterday I did manage to do half of the work (which was my goal for yesterday), and didn't even go to bed late either. Finished around midnight? Left to bed at 12:30 but didn't sleep until 1:50... But back to the point. I have the hardest and longest task to do out of everyone in our group T_T Hopefully they'll understand why it's taking so long. Lucky it's not due until next Friday.
Is mid semester break suddenly not a week or what cause I'm getting confused with these weird things popping up about people going to uni on Wednesday or Thursday? What?
Last but not least, a long time ago I used to have really cool and weird dreams every single night and I'd wake up and be entertained thinking about what happened in the previous night's dream (what you feel while you're in the dream is different to what you feel when you're awake, if that makes sense). But recently, well more like for the last three years, dreams seem to have escaped me and I have them like once a month if I'm lucky no joke.
Well they do say you dream every night but most of the time you just don't remember it but oh well. Yeah that makes me sad because I really liked my dreams. But guess what. These last three days I've had a dream every night and of course once again, they are really weird but in these ones I just felt really really happy, maybe because it's just so completely different to reality which most dreams are I guess, but since I'm kind of rejecting some things about reality right now I guess that's why I liked those dreams so much.
But thanks to that, everyday I now wake up going "ughhh god it was just all another dream, why". What kind of dream awaits me tonight...
If only life could be like that weird QR game where the heroine finds herself in this other world, where it's kind of like a dystopic "Alice in Wonderland" and she finds it retarded and she just wants to go back to her own "world" and she spends all her time trying to go back and yet at the end, the player finds out in the real world her sister died and the heroine just doesn't want to deal with the trauma (whole back story about how she's jealous of her sister blah) and so pretty much she dreamt herself into that world and now she pretty much just "lives" there. And in that world she still thinks her sister is alive and all and yet she doesn't "go back" to see her, and instead chooses to live in that world with its weird people.
I don't think that made much sense but we'll touch on it again some other time.
And as everyday passes by, my backlog of games to keep track of, videos to watch, and things to read just keep growing and growing... I bet I'll spend all of semester break clearing backlogs sigh.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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my sunshine
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