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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
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何すればいいの
written on Wednesday, April 10, 2013 @ 9:44 PM ✈
I don't know why but I've been feeling super unwell lately. Remember that time when I lost my appetite? I thought the issue disappeared because I was able to eat food okay again after a while (though I still wasn't really hungry for it).
But lately I've been getting really bad stomach pains again whenever I eat (or even if I don't). Breakfast is a nightmare because I really have to force it down. Lunch, I usually don't even eat it now because I'm never hungry and my stomach always hurts. I know it's bad to skip lunch and normally I would be against doing so but I really can't help it. I do end up eating something in the afternoon though. But dinner, ah today I couldn't even eat it. Food seems so unappetising now and I hardly ate anything for dinner because I just didn't feel hungry at all.
Ah what to do. Not only that but my whole body just feels bad. I feel headache-y and right now I don't think I can really study for the chem quiz tomorrow. Hopefully I can get by with what I know. I find it interesting how every class and even every person in the class gets a random paper (so there's no point asking people in other classes for the answer or trying to copy someone next to you). I'm amazed that they go to the trouble of making several papers haha.
Oh yeah I told mum and dad about my problems and they started asking if I was concerned about uni or studies or something (they were probably thinking stress was screwing up my stomach). I really don't think it's that... Sure everything's new and weird but I don't think it's making me worry? They also said I should really get more sleep. That's probably it :/ Guess I'll go to bed at what I deem a "super early" time tonight, 10? 10:30? (Somehow I don't think that'll happen though). Wow if I did that, it would give me a solid 8 hours of sleep, assuming I even fall asleep at such an early time like that (doubt it though). I'd probably be a zombie tomorrow as my body will feel like it's had too much sleep. I was talking with some people today and I was saying how one of them sleeps so early (she sleeps at 10) but then other people were like "what?! I sleep at 9:30!" Wow everyone sleeps so early it surprises me... I told them I slept at around 12 and they were all like O_O "you stay up that late studying?!" Haha no... It's only a bit of studying and other stuff... I'm not a good student orz
On another note, how come some people have already gotten assignment marks back? I haven't gotten anything :( It's been like two weeks, is that too early to expect something back? But how come others have theirs but not me? Someone suggested that there were marking it in alphabetical order but even so... shouldn't they release the marks together rather than student by student == Also, when it hasn't been marked yet it says "Grade: Needs marking" which is what my stats assignment used to say but now it says:
Wow what does that mean, does it mean I failed or something T_T It was so bad that I don't even get a grade.
The weather is retarded. I wake up and it's cold but I know I can't bring a thick jumper with me to uni because I'll only end up taking it off and then I'll have to carry it around. I don't know how everyone else in my course can wear jeans everyday, I swear I'm the only one who wears shorts. If I wore jeans today I would have died because I had to walk home too and it was sooo sunny @_@ Still waiting for winter to come around before I dedicate my life to jeans.
The end of daylight savings makes me sad. I came out of my chem prac at 5 on Monday and it was already becoming grey and gloomy. By the time I got home (around 6) it was so dark out and it makes me feel like it's really late and cold (because the early darkness makes me think of winter).
I read Bitter's post about Bondi and I think they way she wrote it was really refreshing because it was short and entertaining. Go read it if you haven't already! Speaking of which, I still haven't put up the photos because I've just been too tired to deal with cropping photos. Hopefully it'll be up Friday night because tomorrow night I'll be preparing for the agen group task for Friday's tutorial.
I don't quite remember what else there was to say so I'll just say I'm wondering who we'll have for bio tomorrow because I liked the bio lecturer we had until now :( I hate how we can't keep the same lecturer for the whole semester. A long time ago I wrote about how we do this thing in bio lectures where we select the answer we think is right and it comes up on screen. Well here's one from all the way back in week two...
Obviously I picked E ;D He also put up another entertaining one this Monday which was about how much time you spent studying during mid sem break. I don't remember the exact numbers but A was like <10%, B was 10% to 20% etc etc and E was 100%. Too bad I didn't take a picture of it, I thought I would look too dodgy. I think most people said B (I would probably have said A but I was too lazy to log onto the system to answer orz). So our lecturer was commenting on how most of us hardly did any studying (because a lot of people pressed A or B) and how that was great that we still had fun during our break and then he added "except the poor person who pressed E." LOL one person saying they spent 100% of the break studying xD
Ah my stomach still hurts and my head feels really cloudy right now.
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何すればいいの
written on Wednesday, April 10, 2013 @ 9:44 PM ✈
I don't know why but I've been feeling super unwell lately. Remember that time when I lost my appetite? I thought the issue disappeared because I was able to eat food okay again after a while (though I still wasn't really hungry for it).
But lately I've been getting really bad stomach pains again whenever I eat (or even if I don't). Breakfast is a nightmare because I really have to force it down. Lunch, I usually don't even eat it now because I'm never hungry and my stomach always hurts. I know it's bad to skip lunch and normally I would be against doing so but I really can't help it. I do end up eating something in the afternoon though. But dinner, ah today I couldn't even eat it. Food seems so unappetising now and I hardly ate anything for dinner because I just didn't feel hungry at all.
Ah what to do. Not only that but my whole body just feels bad. I feel headache-y and right now I don't think I can really study for the chem quiz tomorrow. Hopefully I can get by with what I know. I find it interesting how every class and even every person in the class gets a random paper (so there's no point asking people in other classes for the answer or trying to copy someone next to you). I'm amazed that they go to the trouble of making several papers haha.
Oh yeah I told mum and dad about my problems and they started asking if I was concerned about uni or studies or something (they were probably thinking stress was screwing up my stomach). I really don't think it's that... Sure everything's new and weird but I don't think it's making me worry? They also said I should really get more sleep. That's probably it :/ Guess I'll go to bed at what I deem a "super early" time tonight, 10? 10:30? (Somehow I don't think that'll happen though). Wow if I did that, it would give me a solid 8 hours of sleep, assuming I even fall asleep at such an early time like that (doubt it though). I'd probably be a zombie tomorrow as my body will feel like it's had too much sleep. I was talking with some people today and I was saying how one of them sleeps so early (she sleeps at 10) but then other people were like "what?! I sleep at 9:30!" Wow everyone sleeps so early it surprises me... I told them I slept at around 12 and they were all like O_O "you stay up that late studying?!" Haha no... It's only a bit of studying and other stuff... I'm not a good student orz
On another note, how come some people have already gotten assignment marks back? I haven't gotten anything :( It's been like two weeks, is that too early to expect something back? But how come others have theirs but not me? Someone suggested that there were marking it in alphabetical order but even so... shouldn't they release the marks together rather than student by student == Also, when it hasn't been marked yet it says "Grade: Needs marking" which is what my stats assignment used to say but now it says:
Wow what does that mean, does it mean I failed or something T_T It was so bad that I don't even get a grade.
The weather is retarded. I wake up and it's cold but I know I can't bring a thick jumper with me to uni because I'll only end up taking it off and then I'll have to carry it around. I don't know how everyone else in my course can wear jeans everyday, I swear I'm the only one who wears shorts. If I wore jeans today I would have died because I had to walk home too and it was sooo sunny @_@ Still waiting for winter to come around before I dedicate my life to jeans.
The end of daylight savings makes me sad. I came out of my chem prac at 5 on Monday and it was already becoming grey and gloomy. By the time I got home (around 6) it was so dark out and it makes me feel like it's really late and cold (because the early darkness makes me think of winter).
I read Bitter's post about Bondi and I think they way she wrote it was really refreshing because it was short and entertaining. Go read it if you haven't already! Speaking of which, I still haven't put up the photos because I've just been too tired to deal with cropping photos. Hopefully it'll be up Friday night because tomorrow night I'll be preparing for the agen group task for Friday's tutorial.
I don't quite remember what else there was to say so I'll just say I'm wondering who we'll have for bio tomorrow because I liked the bio lecturer we had until now :( I hate how we can't keep the same lecturer for the whole semester. A long time ago I wrote about how we do this thing in bio lectures where we select the answer we think is right and it comes up on screen. Well here's one from all the way back in week two...
Obviously I picked E ;D He also put up another entertaining one this Monday which was about how much time you spent studying during mid sem break. I don't remember the exact numbers but A was like <10%, B was 10% to 20% etc etc and E was 100%. Too bad I didn't take a picture of it, I thought I would look too dodgy. I think most people said B (I would probably have said A but I was too lazy to log onto the system to answer orz). So our lecturer was commenting on how most of us hardly did any studying (because a lot of people pressed A or B) and how that was great that we still had fun during our break and then he added "except the poor person who pressed E." LOL one person saying they spent 100% of the break studying xD
Ah my stomach still hurts and my head feels really cloudy right now.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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