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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
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inconsiderate
written on Tuesday, April 30, 2013 @ 11:20 PM ✈
Where should I begin... Well I went to bed at around 2 last night which isn't too bad considering the fact that I know someone who only got one hour of sleep because of the report o_o I was thinking about the whole "staying up late finishing assignment vs. sleep early, wake up early to do assignment" methods and I think it comes down to if you're a morning or night person.
I can work into the night and not feel tired but I feel so groggy in the morning. So obviously I do it the first way and if I did it the second way, well for one, I can't think well in the morning so it would take me forever to get something done. And secondly, I hate going to bed knowing I still have things to do because then sleep just isn't as peaceful so I prefer to get it done then sleep soundly (even if I only get a few hours of sleep).
What's weird is that for the past two days I've had less sleep than usual and yet on the train to uni on Monday and today I couldn't fall asleep... What does that mean?! Usually it happens without even trying but this time even though I tried hard to get some extra sleep it didn't work...
Oh and on the train this morning, there was this middle-aged man who got on a stop after me and sat opposite me and then... he freaking started cutting his nails on the train. GROSS. God, how are people that stupid. There is a time and place for that and it's definitely NOT on the train. Ugh. As if the fact that when he got on the train he was on the phone talking loudly and obnoxiously wasn't bad enough (and he did that the whole train ride). That's probably another reason why I couldn't sleep since I was afraid one of his stupid nail cuttings would fly in my face.
I remember awhile back there was some asian lady who sat three rows in front of me on the train and she was cutting her nails == That was the first time I encountered such retardedness (not a word but oh well) and I remember everyone else on the carriage was just giving each other "are you freaking kidding me" looks.
Hmm looking forward to tomorrow since it's a pretty chill day with just chem, stats, break, stats tutorial and DONE. Plus it's subjects that I'm pretty okay with unlike stupid agen. Oh first time having the other chem lecturer and I miss our old one T_T Usually, our class would have a medium level of noise as the lecturer comes in as everyone is just talking to their friends but when the lecturer starts talking, we of course quieten down and then he can start.
Well you know what happened today? Well the new lecturer just yelled at the class and said that "the noise level was unacceptable" and did the whole "if you're late it's your fault for being noisy and making this lecture slow down" speech. WOW dude, it wasn't even that noisy and if you just started on the lecture already (might I add that you were LATE) everyone would have shut up and listened to you. The problem was that it was "noisy" as you didn't even look ready, nor did you start talking so we didn't know it was "listening time." Maybe that sounded rude but I just don't like the way he yelled at us unreasonably.
Randomly went to strathfield today after class for lunch and moochi! It's been at least a few months since I've been to moochi (not including last week's grand opening). Anyway, you know what's weird? I only feel super bad when I wake up after having not much sleep. But then, when I'm at uni I feel perfectly fine like I've had a good amount of sleep.
If my level of "awakeness" or "energy" or something could be measured after a night of little sleep, I would say it would be at about 60 or 70. And then I go to uni and it stays at 60 or 70 and I feel completely fine but what sucks is as soon as I get home and walk through the door BAM I swear it drops to 10 or even 5. I just suddenly feel so dead tired like I just want to do nothing and sleep there and then and not get up for two days.
So I always say "okay, I'll go to bed soon" but then I never do. I guess it's cause I shower, eat and then I feel a bit better and I still end up sleeping at like 11 or 12... I was so looking forward to doing nothing tonight as I always crash after an assignment but stupid stuff for agen due Friday and I was going to do it tomorrow and Thursday but I had to organise stuff for our tutorial group so I just wasted 2 hours of my "free time/ down time." Oh well. It's kind of sad because now I feel so free but I have nothing I want to do and I just feel kind of empty.
Herpderp was there anything else to be said? I don't remember but goodnight. Oh right. Even though I couldn't sleep on the train, agen still managed to put me to sleep for a solid 5 minutes before someone's phone went off and woke me up.
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inconsiderate
written on Tuesday, April 30, 2013 @ 11:20 PM ✈
Where should I begin... Well I went to bed at around 2 last night which isn't too bad considering the fact that I know someone who only got one hour of sleep because of the report o_o I was thinking about the whole "staying up late finishing assignment vs. sleep early, wake up early to do assignment" methods and I think it comes down to if you're a morning or night person.
I can work into the night and not feel tired but I feel so groggy in the morning. So obviously I do it the first way and if I did it the second way, well for one, I can't think well in the morning so it would take me forever to get something done. And secondly, I hate going to bed knowing I still have things to do because then sleep just isn't as peaceful so I prefer to get it done then sleep soundly (even if I only get a few hours of sleep).
What's weird is that for the past two days I've had less sleep than usual and yet on the train to uni on Monday and today I couldn't fall asleep... What does that mean?! Usually it happens without even trying but this time even though I tried hard to get some extra sleep it didn't work...
Oh and on the train this morning, there was this middle-aged man who got on a stop after me and sat opposite me and then... he freaking started cutting his nails on the train. GROSS. God, how are people that stupid. There is a time and place for that and it's definitely NOT on the train. Ugh. As if the fact that when he got on the train he was on the phone talking loudly and obnoxiously wasn't bad enough (and he did that the whole train ride). That's probably another reason why I couldn't sleep since I was afraid one of his stupid nail cuttings would fly in my face.
I remember awhile back there was some asian lady who sat three rows in front of me on the train and she was cutting her nails == That was the first time I encountered such retardedness (not a word but oh well) and I remember everyone else on the carriage was just giving each other "are you freaking kidding me" looks.
Hmm looking forward to tomorrow since it's a pretty chill day with just chem, stats, break, stats tutorial and DONE. Plus it's subjects that I'm pretty okay with unlike stupid agen. Oh first time having the other chem lecturer and I miss our old one T_T Usually, our class would have a medium level of noise as the lecturer comes in as everyone is just talking to their friends but when the lecturer starts talking, we of course quieten down and then he can start.
Well you know what happened today? Well the new lecturer just yelled at the class and said that "the noise level was unacceptable" and did the whole "if you're late it's your fault for being noisy and making this lecture slow down" speech. WOW dude, it wasn't even that noisy and if you just started on the lecture already (might I add that you were LATE) everyone would have shut up and listened to you. The problem was that it was "noisy" as you didn't even look ready, nor did you start talking so we didn't know it was "listening time." Maybe that sounded rude but I just don't like the way he yelled at us unreasonably.
Randomly went to strathfield today after class for lunch and moochi! It's been at least a few months since I've been to moochi (not including last week's grand opening). Anyway, you know what's weird? I only feel super bad when I wake up after having not much sleep. But then, when I'm at uni I feel perfectly fine like I've had a good amount of sleep.
If my level of "awakeness" or "energy" or something could be measured after a night of little sleep, I would say it would be at about 60 or 70. And then I go to uni and it stays at 60 or 70 and I feel completely fine but what sucks is as soon as I get home and walk through the door BAM I swear it drops to 10 or even 5. I just suddenly feel so dead tired like I just want to do nothing and sleep there and then and not get up for two days.
So I always say "okay, I'll go to bed soon" but then I never do. I guess it's cause I shower, eat and then I feel a bit better and I still end up sleeping at like 11 or 12... I was so looking forward to doing nothing tonight as I always crash after an assignment but stupid stuff for agen due Friday and I was going to do it tomorrow and Thursday but I had to organise stuff for our tutorial group so I just wasted 2 hours of my "free time/ down time." Oh well. It's kind of sad because now I feel so free but I have nothing I want to do and I just feel kind of empty.
Herpderp was there anything else to be said? I don't remember but goodnight. Oh right. Even though I couldn't sleep on the train, agen still managed to put me to sleep for a solid 5 minutes before someone's phone went off and woke me up.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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my sunshine
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