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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
 : Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
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it all went wrong (100)
written on Friday, April 12, 2013 @ 11:58 PM ✈
I can only think of one word that sums up today - "fml." Okay, I don't really mean it (but you understand my feelings right?) and I just realised that that isn't one word but oh well.
So what exactly went down today? First off, background story is today I got to sleep in as I just have one tutorial in the afternoon. I woke up, saw dad had put some cheques by my computer which was his way of saying "please go deposit these for me today."
Now here's just a few of the many things that went wrong (I know it won't seem like that much to you guys though):
- I was going to be late thanks to a certain SOMEONE so I had to run out of my house for my 2pm tutorial
- due to this, I forgot to bring the printout of our group speech for the tutorial which I left on the kitchen table beside my book (I grabbed the book but not the printout ==)
- also forgot to bring a copy of last week's tutorial minutes which I needed because I was note taker this week
- thought I packed the cheques into my bag but upon further inspection of my bag when I got to the bank to deposit them, that wasn't the case T_T
- last but not least (because right now I can't remember the other things), I forgot my PHONE which I needed so I could tell my parents when I was getting home!!! The one time I was going to come home late and then I don't even bring it which means parents can't contact me = lost trust in me = unhappy parents = never going out again FML
- missed my train anyway so I had to catch the later one which I thought would make me late (though thankfully more than 50% of the class was later than me)
Sigh so I got to my tute and I really needed my phone so SB went to go get it for me... Those aren't the person's real initials, it's the initials for my nickname for them and I suspect only Bitter and SB will know who I'm talking about. Anyway on the walk to uni I realised that my phone wasn't actually where I told SB it would be... I thought I was charging it then I realised I didn't and so they'd never find it... Problem was I had no way of contacting them to tell them that so then it would have been wasted effort T_T
Thankfully I was able to borrow a classmate's phone (though isn't that sort of thing awkward) but the problem is I never memorised SB's number... So I had to text my sister asking her for the number that just texted her (texted my sister about my phone problem using SB's phone while on the train) and then texted SB. Whew I should really memorise numbers otherwise this might happen again T_T I only remember my parents and sister's numbers because I thought those were the only ones I would need.
After that I guess everything ended up okay but the worst part of my night was when dad came to the station to pick me up. He actually came up to the station instead of waiting for me at the pick up place which meant he saw something bad :( Not going to explain and maybe you'll think of something really bad but it's not that bad because you guys already know. Okay I'm not making sense.
But argh because he and I are the kind of people we are we're both not going to bring it up and then my dad was just silent and I didn't know what to say and arghhhh T_T Now I feel bad that it had to be like this and now he's probably like "sigh my daughter's become a liar" and I've probably lost all the trust of my parents and now when I go out they'll be like "who knows what she's really doing" and what do I do, how do I clear the air?!?! If I ignore it then that's rude but if I tell them they'll be like "..."
Dad's probably like -facepalm- "why did I let her go out today." I envy you people who have easygoing parents because there are some things I can't do without feeling guilty. On another note, my sister tends to go out to a lot of parties and my parents kind of dislike that (they think she should study more) and just now she asked my dad if she could go out to another one tomorrow and I know it's kind of hard to ask him because he did his usual "...." of disapproval and unwillingness but of course he always says yes in the end because my dad is not an unreasonable man.
I probably just painted my parents in a bad light but it's nothing really, I really do get along with them (mostly). In any case, the icing of the cake was when I got home my sister was like "so did you sort out your phone problem?" Oh goodness, everything about today was just sus.
In any case, this has been my 100th post and it's sad that the 100th post is completely retarded (but then again my blog is filled with posts like that). Another post to come shortly, to break up this big chunk.
Oh right here's more:
- came home late so I missed my mum putting in our weekly load of laundry which means no clean clothes for next week. Nah hopefully she puts in another load tomorrow T_T
- unrelated to today, but the skin of my fingertips have been peeling like there's no tomorrow lately and it's gross and awful and before it was just two of my fingers and now it's slowly happening to more of them T_T It looks like there are "holes" in the uppermost layer of my skin it's so disgusting can it please just stop what do I do
- Me: "hey dad guess what? I just remembered we have a bank at uni so I can deposit your cheques any day now :D"
Dad: "then why didn't you do it for me today?"
Me: "T_T I was going to..." -damn it he found out I forgot to bring them, I was just going to do it on Monday argh why am I so unreliable :( -
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it all went wrong (100)
written on Friday, April 12, 2013 @ 11:58 PM ✈
I can only think of one word that sums up today - "fml." Okay, I don't really mean it (but you understand my feelings right?) and I just realised that that isn't one word but oh well.
So what exactly went down today? First off, background story is today I got to sleep in as I just have one tutorial in the afternoon. I woke up, saw dad had put some cheques by my computer which was his way of saying "please go deposit these for me today."
Now here's just a few of the many things that went wrong (I know it won't seem like that much to you guys though):
- I was going to be late thanks to a certain SOMEONE so I had to run out of my house for my 2pm tutorial
- due to this, I forgot to bring the printout of our group speech for the tutorial which I left on the kitchen table beside my book (I grabbed the book but not the printout ==)
- also forgot to bring a copy of last week's tutorial minutes which I needed because I was note taker this week
- thought I packed the cheques into my bag but upon further inspection of my bag when I got to the bank to deposit them, that wasn't the case T_T
- last but not least (because right now I can't remember the other things), I forgot my PHONE which I needed so I could tell my parents when I was getting home!!! The one time I was going to come home late and then I don't even bring it which means parents can't contact me = lost trust in me = unhappy parents = never going out again FML
- missed my train anyway so I had to catch the later one which I thought would make me late (though thankfully more than 50% of the class was later than me)
Sigh so I got to my tute and I really needed my phone so SB went to go get it for me... Those aren't the person's real initials, it's the initials for my nickname for them and I suspect only Bitter and SB will know who I'm talking about. Anyway on the walk to uni I realised that my phone wasn't actually where I told SB it would be... I thought I was charging it then I realised I didn't and so they'd never find it... Problem was I had no way of contacting them to tell them that so then it would have been wasted effort T_T
Thankfully I was able to borrow a classmate's phone (though isn't that sort of thing awkward) but the problem is I never memorised SB's number... So I had to text my sister asking her for the number that just texted her (texted my sister about my phone problem using SB's phone while on the train) and then texted SB. Whew I should really memorise numbers otherwise this might happen again T_T I only remember my parents and sister's numbers because I thought those were the only ones I would need.
After that I guess everything ended up okay but the worst part of my night was when dad came to the station to pick me up. He actually came up to the station instead of waiting for me at the pick up place which meant he saw something bad :( Not going to explain and maybe you'll think of something really bad but it's not that bad because you guys already know. Okay I'm not making sense.
But argh because he and I are the kind of people we are we're both not going to bring it up and then my dad was just silent and I didn't know what to say and arghhhh T_T Now I feel bad that it had to be like this and now he's probably like "sigh my daughter's become a liar" and I've probably lost all the trust of my parents and now when I go out they'll be like "who knows what she's really doing" and what do I do, how do I clear the air?!?! If I ignore it then that's rude but if I tell them they'll be like "..."
Dad's probably like -facepalm- "why did I let her go out today." I envy you people who have easygoing parents because there are some things I can't do without feeling guilty. On another note, my sister tends to go out to a lot of parties and my parents kind of dislike that (they think she should study more) and just now she asked my dad if she could go out to another one tomorrow and I know it's kind of hard to ask him because he did his usual "...." of disapproval and unwillingness but of course he always says yes in the end because my dad is not an unreasonable man.
I probably just painted my parents in a bad light but it's nothing really, I really do get along with them (mostly). In any case, the icing of the cake was when I got home my sister was like "so did you sort out your phone problem?" Oh goodness, everything about today was just sus.
In any case, this has been my 100th post and it's sad that the 100th post is completely retarded (but then again my blog is filled with posts like that). Another post to come shortly, to break up this big chunk.
Oh right here's more:
- came home late so I missed my mum putting in our weekly load of laundry which means no clean clothes for next week. Nah hopefully she puts in another load tomorrow T_T
- unrelated to today, but the skin of my fingertips have been peeling like there's no tomorrow lately and it's gross and awful and before it was just two of my fingers and now it's slowly happening to more of them T_T It looks like there are "holes" in the uppermost layer of my skin it's so disgusting can it please just stop what do I do
- Me: "hey dad guess what? I just remembered we have a bank at uni so I can deposit your cheques any day now :D"
Dad: "then why didn't you do it for me today?"
Me: "T_T I was going to..." -damn it he found out I forgot to bring them, I was just going to do it on Monday argh why am I so unreliable :( -
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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