夢と現実の間
Between dreams and reality
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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
 : Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
Summer is my eternal love.

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written on Tuesday, April 16, 2013 @ 9:57 PM ✈
LOL GG I accidentally put my contacts the wrong way around so my vision has been screwed up for the last few days. The thing is you can't tell which is which because they look exactly the same so I had to go give them in to the optometrist and she told me I mixed them up x_x I thought so because my right eye was hurting and my vision was slightly retarded except I kind of dismissed it because it wasn't that bad and it does that sometimes when I don't sleep "enough."
I miss my old contacts cause the right one was green and the left one was blue so it was impossible to mix up. I remember which is which because blue is left since it has an L and green is right since it has an R. Ingenious :)
I wish my body would stop being retarded. Today I was so dead tired even though I got a solid six hours of sleep. I was falling asleep everywhere - on the train and even in classes I was drifting off :( But the thing is, as soon as I come home, I am completely awake and don't feel tired until it hits 1am or so x_x Ah I finally realised why it seems slightly less crowded on trains in the morning, high school kids are in their holidays. Boy am I slow at connecting the dots. And then today after uni I had to buy a few things and I was like "why are there kids here at this time shouldn't they be at school o.O" and then I had to remind myself that it's the holidays for them (but not us sigh).
So it looks like chem has now reached the point where the stuff is new to me which means I have to concentrate more and now I'm already finding it hard nooo :( You know what I don't get? Why am I learning about sigma and pi bonds, resonance and blah when that's what the "normal" chem class is learning? I thought our stuff was supposed to be easier than theirs? I'm so confused.
Today must have been the one and only agen lecture I'll ever find interesting because some woolworths guy came in to talk to us. It's not that I'm a big fan of woolworths but I do buy things from there and hey it's more interesting than whatever the hell we're normally learning. So he was saying that grocery shopping was a "grudge" thing (I don't know what he means by that) because no one wants to do it, they only do it because they HAVE to. And I'm like, excuse me, are you out of your mind?! I LOVE grocery shopping. I love thinking about food, eating food, and making food (and obviously shopping for the ingredients necessary to do that). Wow, who doesn't like grocery shopping seriously. It's the only form of shopping I like, clothes shopping is so boring and I get tired after about 5 minutes. Maybe only one person will agree with me about all of that (Keely) :(
So today in the food court I saw this girl in about year four or five(?) who was sitting with her parents and she was trying to set up the toy she got from her happy meal. It wasn't even that hard and after like 5 minutes she couldn't do it and kind of threw a tantrum x_x Sometimes I look at little kids and their behaviour and I just think "oh god, please tell me I wasn't like that at that age" or "please tell me I was smarter than that when I was that age." And then she kept bashing this piece into the toy because it didn't fit (you have to join it up, I don't know if that makes sense) and she didn't realise that it didn't fit because she was putting it in wrong! I got frustrated watching so I told her "uh you need to flip it over then connect it" and she must have thought I was a weirdo watching her fail with her toy T_T I only knew how that toy worked because Ruby came over a few weeks ago and had trouble with the same toy but hey, Ruby's only three so that's understandable.
This weather makes me sad, it's warm/hot at uni but then when I come home it's suddenly really cold and I need to add like two layers ==
And fuarrrrrr our agen group assignment is about salinity and I could totally rip off whatever I wrote in the year 10 geo test (it was a killer report okay) except I packed that book away ages ago when I was cleaning out my room. NOOOOO I don't want to start from scratch why
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written on Tuesday, April 16, 2013 @ 9:57 PM ✈
LOL GG I accidentally put my contacts the wrong way around so my vision has been screwed up for the last few days. The thing is you can't tell which is which because they look exactly the same so I had to go give them in to the optometrist and she told me I mixed them up x_x I thought so because my right eye was hurting and my vision was slightly retarded except I kind of dismissed it because it wasn't that bad and it does that sometimes when I don't sleep "enough."
I miss my old contacts cause the right one was green and the left one was blue so it was impossible to mix up. I remember which is which because blue is left since it has an L and green is right since it has an R. Ingenious :)
I wish my body would stop being retarded. Today I was so dead tired even though I got a solid six hours of sleep. I was falling asleep everywhere - on the train and even in classes I was drifting off :( But the thing is, as soon as I come home, I am completely awake and don't feel tired until it hits 1am or so x_x Ah I finally realised why it seems slightly less crowded on trains in the morning, high school kids are in their holidays. Boy am I slow at connecting the dots. And then today after uni I had to buy a few things and I was like "why are there kids here at this time shouldn't they be at school o.O" and then I had to remind myself that it's the holidays for them (but not us sigh).
So it looks like chem has now reached the point where the stuff is new to me which means I have to concentrate more and now I'm already finding it hard nooo :( You know what I don't get? Why am I learning about sigma and pi bonds, resonance and blah when that's what the "normal" chem class is learning? I thought our stuff was supposed to be easier than theirs? I'm so confused.
Today must have been the one and only agen lecture I'll ever find interesting because some woolworths guy came in to talk to us. It's not that I'm a big fan of woolworths but I do buy things from there and hey it's more interesting than whatever the hell we're normally learning. So he was saying that grocery shopping was a "grudge" thing (I don't know what he means by that) because no one wants to do it, they only do it because they HAVE to. And I'm like, excuse me, are you out of your mind?! I LOVE grocery shopping. I love thinking about food, eating food, and making food (and obviously shopping for the ingredients necessary to do that). Wow, who doesn't like grocery shopping seriously. It's the only form of shopping I like, clothes shopping is so boring and I get tired after about 5 minutes. Maybe only one person will agree with me about all of that (Keely) :(
So today in the food court I saw this girl in about year four or five(?) who was sitting with her parents and she was trying to set up the toy she got from her happy meal. It wasn't even that hard and after like 5 minutes she couldn't do it and kind of threw a tantrum x_x Sometimes I look at little kids and their behaviour and I just think "oh god, please tell me I wasn't like that at that age" or "please tell me I was smarter than that when I was that age." And then she kept bashing this piece into the toy because it didn't fit (you have to join it up, I don't know if that makes sense) and she didn't realise that it didn't fit because she was putting it in wrong! I got frustrated watching so I told her "uh you need to flip it over then connect it" and she must have thought I was a weirdo watching her fail with her toy T_T I only knew how that toy worked because Ruby came over a few weeks ago and had trouble with the same toy but hey, Ruby's only three so that's understandable.
This weather makes me sad, it's warm/hot at uni but then when I come home it's suddenly really cold and I need to add like two layers ==
And fuarrrrrr our agen group assignment is about salinity and I could totally rip off whatever I wrote in the year 10 geo test (it was a killer report okay) except I packed that book away ages ago when I was cleaning out my room. NOOOOO I don't want to start from scratch why
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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my sunshine
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