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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.

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those years
written on Tuesday, September 10, 2013 @ 11:43 PM ✈

I think the fact that I couldn't really get up today and my dad had to call me to get up shows that I should really get more sleep. Ah woke up and was seriously disorientated and took a while for my brain to click "oh it's Tuesday I need to get to uni." Maybe that's what happens when you don't go on Monday.

 Then I was quite tired for the rest of the day. It doesn't help that Tuesday is the longest day with 7 hours. Thursday has the same hours (9 to 5) but isn't as long due to a 3 hour break. Ah I should have gone to bed earlier but I had things to do and now it's approaching 12. I've had a terrible headache since 11 which sucks.

 To my future self, please don't do pre-lab quizzes after 11pm because your brain is fried and you get 3/5 like you did today. Or maybe it's because the quiz was about plants and I hate plants. Like seriously. I freaking hate plants. Sounds harsh but since I haven't been writing about what we've been doing in uni lately I guess it wouldn't make as much sense. 

 But yeah just goes to show that I'm slacking off since this is week 7 and now my 5/5 streak every week is ruined T_T Last semester I think that happened in week 11 or something. In any case from now on I better not get anything else wrong or then I would have done even worse than last semester. 

 Getting a little depressed because my body is going through another crisis and stupid eczema is popping up again. This means I'll have to spend potentially weeks bandaging myself up until it goes away. *sigh* When I look at my old scars I think about how many times my body has had to fight all this and all the trouble it caused. It's a pity because even if you think it is "gone" it seriously can pop right back up any time it's crazy. The battle is never over.

 Ah sometimes you (by you I mean me) really forget how lucky you were to have it gone and then you only remember when it comes back :/ I mean, it wasn't too long ago when I had to spend hours every night applying topical steroids and bandaging myself up. Or those times when my stupid asleep self would scratch like everything in the middle of the night and I would literally wake up and there'd be blood everywhere on my sheets. So gross I know. They had to be washed so frequently. Not to mention the pain I woke up in ugh when I couldn't even stretch out my joints due to all the broken skin and the worst part was that you couldn't stop it since I was doing it in my sleep.

 Sorry if that sounds all down and whatnot but I guess I wrote it since because it's been creeping back I was suddenly reminded of those years of my life. Ah hopefully if I keep at it I can get rid of this before it all comes back x_x

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