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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
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swirls
written on Thursday, October 17, 2013 @ 9:48 PM ✈
That moment when you realise that nice clear patch of skin you were scratching has progressed into an angry red spotty rash. Gross. Which is the same word I'd use to describe the weather. I seriously hate windy weather it makes hot days and rainy days just that much worse. Had to wait 15 minutes at the train station for someone to pick me up and got all this stuff in my eyes and it was itchy as. And I don't know why but I'm fine all day but every time I come home I've just been itching my back and I don't know why and yeah today it has become an angry rash ugh...
I also have this weird stupid rash on my leg that looks like lots of little mosquito bites clustered together. It is so gross so please go away soon.
Tomorrow I'll be spending a grand total of 1.5 hours of waiting for, and sitting on trains to get to Campbelltown. And that's only one way (and I have to do that all again on the way back). Really not looking forward to that and I should probably sleep earlier since I need to get up before 6 but something tells me I'm still going to go to sleep at 12 or something. Oh well I can probably catch up on sleep on that train ride.
I should probably use that time more productively though == Like study some japanese since the test is in one and a half months and I actually don't even know that much which is really bad. I think HSC japanese was way easier since we had lessons almost everyday so you constantly used what you just learned so you wouldn't forget but this isn't the case anymore.
I'm getting so sick of being bossed around by people and I have to just "go with it" because it's "all been decided." Piss off seriously. And just now I was reading old emails to my jap tutor because I was trying to find something I wrote in particular (that she marked for me) and I'm just cringing at the old things I wrote and thinking "oh gosh why did I wrote something like that" (ㆀ˘･_･˘) Perhaps I was getting down from all the stuff people have shoved onto me without giving me any say and then I was reading the old emails post-HSC from my jap tutor when she was encouraging me and saying things like 頑張って (good luck) for it and I'm legit just drowning in a pool of emotions right now because ughhh she's so kind and she used to tell me all her random stories and sigh good times.
I'm so going to miss her lessons come end of next month because then I'll be doing my test and nothing left to learn (ಥ＿ಥ）She is honestly the nicest teacher I have ever had. Man I better not fail JLPT or I'll be the biggest disappointment ever (╥﹏╥) 60% doesn't sound hard but you underestimate how hard the test can actually be. It may be multiple choice but I find that each answer is actually possibly correct it's not so easy to eliminate any as you might think. JLPT is so full of traps it's not funny.
Oh and yesterday I didn't even end up sleeping until 1. Oops. Had 6 hours of sleep and I only got about 10 minutes worth on the train and thought I'd die in the chem lecture (first one up) but I didn't which was really strange.
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swirls
written on Thursday, October 17, 2013 @ 9:48 PM ✈
That moment when you realise that nice clear patch of skin you were scratching has progressed into an angry red spotty rash. Gross. Which is the same word I'd use to describe the weather. I seriously hate windy weather it makes hot days and rainy days just that much worse. Had to wait 15 minutes at the train station for someone to pick me up and got all this stuff in my eyes and it was itchy as. And I don't know why but I'm fine all day but every time I come home I've just been itching my back and I don't know why and yeah today it has become an angry rash ugh...
I also have this weird stupid rash on my leg that looks like lots of little mosquito bites clustered together. It is so gross so please go away soon.
Tomorrow I'll be spending a grand total of 1.5 hours of waiting for, and sitting on trains to get to Campbelltown. And that's only one way (and I have to do that all again on the way back). Really not looking forward to that and I should probably sleep earlier since I need to get up before 6 but something tells me I'm still going to go to sleep at 12 or something. Oh well I can probably catch up on sleep on that train ride.
I should probably use that time more productively though == Like study some japanese since the test is in one and a half months and I actually don't even know that much which is really bad. I think HSC japanese was way easier since we had lessons almost everyday so you constantly used what you just learned so you wouldn't forget but this isn't the case anymore.
I'm getting so sick of being bossed around by people and I have to just "go with it" because it's "all been decided." Piss off seriously. And just now I was reading old emails to my jap tutor because I was trying to find something I wrote in particular (that she marked for me) and I'm just cringing at the old things I wrote and thinking "oh gosh why did I wrote something like that" (ㆀ˘･_･˘) Perhaps I was getting down from all the stuff people have shoved onto me without giving me any say and then I was reading the old emails post-HSC from my jap tutor when she was encouraging me and saying things like 頑張って (good luck) for it and I'm legit just drowning in a pool of emotions right now because ughhh she's so kind and she used to tell me all her random stories and sigh good times.
I'm so going to miss her lessons come end of next month because then I'll be doing my test and nothing left to learn (ಥ＿ಥ）She is honestly the nicest teacher I have ever had. Man I better not fail JLPT or I'll be the biggest disappointment ever (╥﹏╥) 60% doesn't sound hard but you underestimate how hard the test can actually be. It may be multiple choice but I find that each answer is actually possibly correct it's not so easy to eliminate any as you might think. JLPT is so full of traps it's not funny.
Oh and yesterday I didn't even end up sleeping until 1. Oops. Had 6 hours of sleep and I only got about 10 minutes worth on the train and thought I'd die in the chem lecture (first one up) but I didn't which was really strange.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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