夢と現実の間
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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
 : Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
Summer is my eternal love.
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written on Monday, December 2, 2013 @ 11:13 AM ✈
Ugh waking up and realising it's another day is just a pure nightmare. And to that family out there who tried to ruin my trip two days before it, and even on the day before it, how DARE YOU complain to me about it being a headache because YOU'RE THE ONE who said it was okay then you expect to screw it up at the last minute and for it to be okay.
If anyone has the right to complain it's ME because I spent HOURS figuring everything, booking everything and for my work to just be undone like that? And you're the one who did nothing, I actually did everything so I don't see why you're allowed to complain about this bloody "headache." The fact that you have to fix it now on your end, you know what? I'm not even sorry in the least. You screwed up, it's your problem. I don't see why you don't realise YOU brought this problem up. Even so, I still have to redo my own rearrangements so screw you.
Yesterday I may have been upset and annoyed, but that's because I'm stupid and weak. But today, all I feel is pure anger. I can't help it. And to my mum who says "don't be stupid, there's no point being angry, just fix it" oh I didn't realise it was that simple. Just wait there while I switch off this "emotions button." Oh and while we're at it? How about the next time annoying guests come to our house and you guys practically have a conversation at decibel levels equivalent to screaming even though you're in the same room, how about I just shove them out of the house? You'll be angry with me right? Well to that I say "don't be stupid, there's no point being angry." Yeah exactly.
You all better hope that when I get there I'm struck with utter awe and wonder because あなたのこと絶対許せない。I'm never forgiving you all for this absolute screw up.
And to all these people (relatives and parents' friends - they're certainly not my friends) who give me slack about learning Japanese instead of chinese, what the hell is your problem? I've tried learning chinese countless times but in the end I always end up quitting because it's not my interest. If I can communicate with you, I think that's enough, I don't want to be writing bloody essays. And who are you to stick your nose into my business? What the hell is so wrong about wanting to do something I like?
And if you oppose this trip too, well screw you. Literally every two years I go back to China, and I have to stay there for more than a month every time. And it's never for sightseeing, it's to see all our relatives. I would be lying if I said I wasn't bored out of my mind. The last time I went (summer of 2011) I spent everyday wanting to go home. So how dare you say I shouldn't be going to Japan when I haven't even been there, and for once this is an actual holiday for me and not a relatives visiting trip. And just you know, I'm funding this trip on my own, out of my savings I made from 4 years of working. So shut the freaking hell up.
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written on Monday, December 2, 2013 @ 11:13 AM ✈
Ugh waking up and realising it's another day is just a pure nightmare. And to that family out there who tried to ruin my trip two days before it, and even on the day before it, how DARE YOU complain to me about it being a headache because YOU'RE THE ONE who said it was okay then you expect to screw it up at the last minute and for it to be okay.
If anyone has the right to complain it's ME because I spent HOURS figuring everything, booking everything and for my work to just be undone like that? And you're the one who did nothing, I actually did everything so I don't see why you're allowed to complain about this bloody "headache." The fact that you have to fix it now on your end, you know what? I'm not even sorry in the least. You screwed up, it's your problem. I don't see why you don't realise YOU brought this problem up. Even so, I still have to redo my own rearrangements so screw you.
Yesterday I may have been upset and annoyed, but that's because I'm stupid and weak. But today, all I feel is pure anger. I can't help it. And to my mum who says "don't be stupid, there's no point being angry, just fix it" oh I didn't realise it was that simple. Just wait there while I switch off this "emotions button." Oh and while we're at it? How about the next time annoying guests come to our house and you guys practically have a conversation at decibel levels equivalent to screaming even though you're in the same room, how about I just shove them out of the house? You'll be angry with me right? Well to that I say "don't be stupid, there's no point being angry." Yeah exactly.
You all better hope that when I get there I'm struck with utter awe and wonder because あなたのこと絶対許せない。I'm never forgiving you all for this absolute screw up.
And to all these people (relatives and parents' friends - they're certainly not my friends) who give me slack about learning Japanese instead of chinese, what the hell is your problem? I've tried learning chinese countless times but in the end I always end up quitting because it's not my interest. If I can communicate with you, I think that's enough, I don't want to be writing bloody essays. And who are you to stick your nose into my business? What the hell is so wrong about wanting to do something I like?
And if you oppose this trip too, well screw you. Literally every two years I go back to China, and I have to stay there for more than a month every time. And it's never for sightseeing, it's to see all our relatives. I would be lying if I said I wasn't bored out of my mind. The last time I went (summer of 2011) I spent everyday wanting to go home. So how dare you say I shouldn't be going to Japan when I haven't even been there, and for once this is an actual holiday for me and not a relatives visiting trip. And just you know, I'm funding this trip on my own, out of my savings I made from 4 years of working. So shut the freaking hell up.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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