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夢と現実の間
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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.

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written on Saturday, June 14, 2014 @ 10:13 PM ✈

I'm clapping and laughing like a mad person
At this rate, I'm going to cry again for a long time
I'm standing like I lost something
For having a thought, a thought about you
I'm suddenly excitedly laughing and clapping again

I'm so cra-cra-crazy
Cra-cra-crazy
Maybe I can't stop
Look at me going crazy
I remember you again, I'm crying and laughing
Maybe I can't end it
Look at me, I'm getting tired

Who do you think you are?
Why did you appear in my memory and mess it up?
If I thought about it again, it's all lies
Why do I keep thinking about it? I'm only going crazy
I'm only going to rot if I try to throw away reality

Even though I heard this song two years ago, that moment when all of a sudden I didn't just appreciate it but really understood it, was really something. (By the way it's a translation). I honestly feel exactly like this, though I'm not crying so don't worry. I think I'm just laughing at it all stupidly.

 Also today was the first day in a while since my parents were home with me for breakfast (since thanks to stuvac = no uni = wake up after they've left) and mum noticed how little I ate and tried to get me to eat more. Unfortunately it's not as simple as that :/ And after I got back home from work she asked me if I ate any lunch which I hadn't because I couldn't stomach it and I knew that not eating makes her concerned but I can't do anything T_T So yeah the past week was basically minimal or no breakfast and lunch but no one told me off since no one was at home. Mum says I have panda eyes (chinese) now because I just have really big dark circles around my eyes from not being healthy.

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