夢と現実の間
Between dreams and reality
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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
 : Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
Summer is my eternal love.

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むかつく
written on Monday, June 16, 2014 @ 10:09 PM ✈
むかつく (mukatsuku) =(╬`д´)ノ
Today was a not so great day. Kinda feel screwed for finals and I won't be surprised if I get a credit average this time around. It's weird because even though I know I should study and I do, it's not for very long and it's not very effective either. I just feel like the info won't absorb no matter what I do and it feels like I've already given up. I don't know if you guys are the kind of people who like to do past papers religiously but I swear I only do one or two per subject since most don't have answers and I've very anti-doing papers that don't have answers, only because I find it pointless to do it and not be able to check if you are right? It leaves me too uneasy so I don't do it in the first place. Yes, I was the kind of student who did maths and checked the answers at the back of the textbook every two questions OTL
Ughhh but yeah I know I'm not studying enough but yet I don't do anything about it. And I always find it ironic how we are made to demonstrate pretty much all our knowledge on a unit in only 2 hours. I mean, GENE exam which is first for me is 60% and 2 hours. Is a test really the only way to show you I know things? Gene is the most scariest exam I think since it was the only one which didn't have a midsem so I have no idea what the paper will be like.
I guess the only test I "look forward" to doing is stats because I feel strongest on that (since it's not a remember everything illogical in science kind of paper). Last year it was the last test so I tried hard til the end but unfortunately it's second this time round, which means my "enthusiasm" and energy is probably going to die off straight after stats and I'll do poorly on the last 2 exams :/
Lastly arghhh I do not want to go to work tomorrow!!! Why is it every time when I have exams/assignments/ whatever my boss always calls me, or in this case texts me at 10pm and asks me to come in on the next day!!!! Last time I said no and he fully gave me a tone which sounded like I should have said yes but arghh. I just wanted to get through this exam period peacefully but no, once again someone doesn't show up last minute and I have to go. There goes a couple of hours of study. Honestly he better appreciate it because I'm not feeling pleased about this right now.
When I'm studying I really can't take it when people talk to me endlessly, or when I answer a couple of their questions and they just keep going. I'm a really crabby student now :/ Talk to me after I finish exams!!!!
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むかつく
written on Monday, June 16, 2014 @ 10:09 PM ✈
むかつく (mukatsuku) =(╬`д´)ノ
Today was a not so great day. Kinda feel screwed for finals and I won't be surprised if I get a credit average this time around. It's weird because even though I know I should study and I do, it's not for very long and it's not very effective either. I just feel like the info won't absorb no matter what I do and it feels like I've already given up. I don't know if you guys are the kind of people who like to do past papers religiously but I swear I only do one or two per subject since most don't have answers and I've very anti-doing papers that don't have answers, only because I find it pointless to do it and not be able to check if you are right? It leaves me too uneasy so I don't do it in the first place. Yes, I was the kind of student who did maths and checked the answers at the back of the textbook every two questions OTL
Ughhh but yeah I know I'm not studying enough but yet I don't do anything about it. And I always find it ironic how we are made to demonstrate pretty much all our knowledge on a unit in only 2 hours. I mean, GENE exam which is first for me is 60% and 2 hours. Is a test really the only way to show you I know things? Gene is the most scariest exam I think since it was the only one which didn't have a midsem so I have no idea what the paper will be like.
I guess the only test I "look forward" to doing is stats because I feel strongest on that (since it's not a remember everything illogical in science kind of paper). Last year it was the last test so I tried hard til the end but unfortunately it's second this time round, which means my "enthusiasm" and energy is probably going to die off straight after stats and I'll do poorly on the last 2 exams :/
Lastly arghhh I do not want to go to work tomorrow!!! Why is it every time when I have exams/assignments/ whatever my boss always calls me, or in this case texts me at 10pm and asks me to come in on the next day!!!! Last time I said no and he fully gave me a tone which sounded like I should have said yes but arghh. I just wanted to get through this exam period peacefully but no, once again someone doesn't show up last minute and I have to go. There goes a couple of hours of study. Honestly he better appreciate it because I'm not feeling pleased about this right now.
When I'm studying I really can't take it when people talk to me endlessly, or when I answer a couple of their questions and they just keep going. I'm a really crabby student now :/ Talk to me after I finish exams!!!!
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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my sunshine
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