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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
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lost purpose
written on Thursday, June 26, 2014 @ 11:31 PM ✈
As much as I say I hate exams I think the day of the last exam is always really hard for me. I spend all my time cramming and suddenly I have all this free time and I just feel lost. Somehow it's not as satisfying as playing games when you should be studying. I feel like I have nothing to do. But ahahaha "lucky" it's not for long because say goodbye to sleeping in for the next 2 weeks because placement 8:30 to 5pm in the city GG.
Don't even want to think about today's and yesterday's exam. Just so bad. Everything I knew "well" was not in there and they asked the most trolly stuff. I don't even want to think about what the examiner thinks when they mark my paper. I just can't deal with short and long answers AND I always get tricked by their over worded multiple choice. Easily going to get 50% on my papers and would be lucky to get credit average this time round. Oh times have fallen from last year, when my lowest was 74 which is credit but so borderline distinction.
Yeah I think the examiners will think I'm on crack or something, my answers were so stupid and obviously wrong and didn't answer the question but I had nothing to say. And now I have a killer headache like I'm hungover but I didn't even drink (btw I don't know what a hangover feels like, never had one). Maybe has something to do with the fact that my two hour exam was spent sitting next to a giant TV screen like touch computer which had a timer and for some reason when everyone else's screens in the room where white mine was this gross weird bright blue tinge that is so painful on the eye? Btw I find it so funny how the uni actually has these plastic boards with G clamps so they can tighten it around tables so you can't see the work of the person next to you. LOL I don't know if UNSW does this but I find it hilarious how they always pull up a word document on the projector with exam details and numbers, as well as a giant internet clock so everyone can see the time.
Also why does our uni have two engineering drawing offices?? Went to the wrong place and saw that the exam was on "cardiovascular respiratory anatomy" and I can't believe a whole subject is called that and I was like "omg wth this is not my exam I was already tested on this yesterday!!!" Thankfully my friends got my call and led me in the right direction @_@ Very first question already trolled me because when I was studying my thought process was "there's no info on plant cells in our lectures, plus we learn about animals so I won't need this!" First question: "In a plant cell..."
WHAT (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
Also it's been three weeks or so since my stomach problems. I thought they were getting better for a bit but since this week the barf reflex has returned nice and strong. Don't want breakfast or lunch and thoughts of things like fried egg or meat makes me want to puke. Wasting away :/ And now with all this time I can't help but think about that one day which sucks. Ironically the one time I don't think about it is during my exams, in all four of them I never thought about it for a second. But now I guess it'll keep resurfacing in my mind day and night.
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lost purpose
written on Thursday, June 26, 2014 @ 11:31 PM ✈
As much as I say I hate exams I think the day of the last exam is always really hard for me. I spend all my time cramming and suddenly I have all this free time and I just feel lost. Somehow it's not as satisfying as playing games when you should be studying. I feel like I have nothing to do. But ahahaha "lucky" it's not for long because say goodbye to sleeping in for the next 2 weeks because placement 8:30 to 5pm in the city GG.
Don't even want to think about today's and yesterday's exam. Just so bad. Everything I knew "well" was not in there and they asked the most trolly stuff. I don't even want to think about what the examiner thinks when they mark my paper. I just can't deal with short and long answers AND I always get tricked by their over worded multiple choice. Easily going to get 50% on my papers and would be lucky to get credit average this time round. Oh times have fallen from last year, when my lowest was 74 which is credit but so borderline distinction.
Yeah I think the examiners will think I'm on crack or something, my answers were so stupid and obviously wrong and didn't answer the question but I had nothing to say. And now I have a killer headache like I'm hungover but I didn't even drink (btw I don't know what a hangover feels like, never had one). Maybe has something to do with the fact that my two hour exam was spent sitting next to a giant TV screen like touch computer which had a timer and for some reason when everyone else's screens in the room where white mine was this gross weird bright blue tinge that is so painful on the eye? Btw I find it so funny how the uni actually has these plastic boards with G clamps so they can tighten it around tables so you can't see the work of the person next to you. LOL I don't know if UNSW does this but I find it hilarious how they always pull up a word document on the projector with exam details and numbers, as well as a giant internet clock so everyone can see the time.
Also why does our uni have two engineering drawing offices?? Went to the wrong place and saw that the exam was on "cardiovascular respiratory anatomy" and I can't believe a whole subject is called that and I was like "omg wth this is not my exam I was already tested on this yesterday!!!" Thankfully my friends got my call and led me in the right direction @_@ Very first question already trolled me because when I was studying my thought process was "there's no info on plant cells in our lectures, plus we learn about animals so I won't need this!" First question: "In a plant cell..."
WHAT (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
Also it's been three weeks or so since my stomach problems. I thought they were getting better for a bit but since this week the barf reflex has returned nice and strong. Don't want breakfast or lunch and thoughts of things like fried egg or meat makes me want to puke. Wasting away :/ And now with all this time I can't help but think about that one day which sucks. Ironically the one time I don't think about it is during my exams, in all four of them I never thought about it for a second. But now I guess it'll keep resurfacing in my mind day and night.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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