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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
 : Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
Summer is my eternal love.
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探している
written on Sunday, November 16, 2014 @ 11:59 PM ✈
I don't even want to talk about what time I ended up waking up. I admit my sleeping habits are bad. I purposely go until 4am in order to tire myself out so I can just fall asleep and not have to think about all these worrisome things.
In any case the nightmare of IVP is not over. As if Friday wasn't bad enough. I don't know, I feel like I've lost a lot of motivation. My friends all seem to be studying hard and seem to know enough but ugh that exam on Friday, I honestly thought I was going to double over for real because for no reason my stomach decided to give me immense pains. I don't even know what happened and no words can describe how badly it hurt. It's normal for my stomach to hurt a little before exams but this has got to be the worst. Anyway the pain persisted the entire exam and the whole time I was just thinking about whether I should leave the room or not but nah just stayed and finished the exam :/
Anyway the exam was dumb, 90 minutes for 90 marks all WRITTEN response and no multiple choice. It was particularly dumb thanks to how they distributed the marks, if you didn't know something you were screwed. Section A and B had 3 questions in each and each question was worth 10 marks. Section D and E both had one 10 marker, and one 5 point question. And of course they picked all the parts I knew least about and there were no questions on what I actually DID know well so ugh. Totally loved how I probably already got a bad mark (but it was expected) because I wrote a maximum of a tiny paragraph for two of the 10 mark questions. Oh well. Honestly if I can pass I'll be more than happy. Still annoyed they stressed learning immunity but then none of that was even in there.
Sigh tomorrow. I hardly studied but it's the classic case of "as the exams drag on, motivation and energy goes down" which usually results in me studying less and less whereas the rest of the cohort seems to be actively doing their work... Tomorrow is the annoying IVP prac exam, one hour spent looking down a microscope at a slide and trying to figure out the disease even though to me all cells look the same. Even though I tried to study for it I just got more and more fed up and annoyed. IVP brings out the worst in me and bad news is if you fail you are screwed for year 3 and enrolments and you'll have to repeat and won't get to pick the electives you want as you will be behind everyone else.
Rant over.
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探している
written on Sunday, November 16, 2014 @ 11:59 PM ✈
I don't even want to talk about what time I ended up waking up. I admit my sleeping habits are bad. I purposely go until 4am in order to tire myself out so I can just fall asleep and not have to think about all these worrisome things.
In any case the nightmare of IVP is not over. As if Friday wasn't bad enough. I don't know, I feel like I've lost a lot of motivation. My friends all seem to be studying hard and seem to know enough but ugh that exam on Friday, I honestly thought I was going to double over for real because for no reason my stomach decided to give me immense pains. I don't even know what happened and no words can describe how badly it hurt. It's normal for my stomach to hurt a little before exams but this has got to be the worst. Anyway the pain persisted the entire exam and the whole time I was just thinking about whether I should leave the room or not but nah just stayed and finished the exam :/
Anyway the exam was dumb, 90 minutes for 90 marks all WRITTEN response and no multiple choice. It was particularly dumb thanks to how they distributed the marks, if you didn't know something you were screwed. Section A and B had 3 questions in each and each question was worth 10 marks. Section D and E both had one 10 marker, and one 5 point question. And of course they picked all the parts I knew least about and there were no questions on what I actually DID know well so ugh. Totally loved how I probably already got a bad mark (but it was expected) because I wrote a maximum of a tiny paragraph for two of the 10 mark questions. Oh well. Honestly if I can pass I'll be more than happy. Still annoyed they stressed learning immunity but then none of that was even in there.
Sigh tomorrow. I hardly studied but it's the classic case of "as the exams drag on, motivation and energy goes down" which usually results in me studying less and less whereas the rest of the cohort seems to be actively doing their work... Tomorrow is the annoying IVP prac exam, one hour spent looking down a microscope at a slide and trying to figure out the disease even though to me all cells look the same. Even though I tried to study for it I just got more and more fed up and annoyed. IVP brings out the worst in me and bad news is if you fail you are screwed for year 3 and enrolments and you'll have to repeat and won't get to pick the electives you want as you will be behind everyone else.
Rant over.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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