夢と現実の間
Between dreams and reality
負ける気がしねぇ！！
Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.
 : Loves pink, food, ice-cream.
Summer is my eternal love.
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peace over
written on Saturday, January 10, 2015 @ 12:52 AM ✈
So I was meant to write this "yesterday" but before I knew it, it's almost 1am now. Well anyway what I wanted to say was... yesterday was my last day of being able to live in a peaceful house. What I mean is, my sister is coming home............. today.
Both of us were gone from December 1 (I went to placement, she got to go to US for a month+ > >) and I came back on the 15th. Since then, I've had a lovely 3 and a half weeks being able to for once, live in a house where she isn't creating some pointless argument with my parents.
I don't think anyone really understands and you all probably think I'm petty and that I'm supposed to be "pro-family" and all but I just can't. You just don't understand how stressful and thick the atmosphere here gets sometimes and how much I want to escape it and there is just literally no peace when she always puts down my parents for some stupid reason. Not to mention the double standards that are placed on me.
So I'm sighing now wondering where all that lovely time went. It was a good run, I got to pretend I was a single child for a bit lol. RIP to the peaceful life.
Today it all begins again.
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peace over
written on Saturday, January 10, 2015 @ 12:52 AM ✈
So I was meant to write this "yesterday" but before I knew it, it's almost 1am now. Well anyway what I wanted to say was... yesterday was my last day of being able to live in a peaceful house. What I mean is, my sister is coming home............. today.
Both of us were gone from December 1 (I went to placement, she got to go to US for a month+ > >) and I came back on the 15th. Since then, I've had a lovely 3 and a half weeks being able to for once, live in a house where she isn't creating some pointless argument with my parents.
I don't think anyone really understands and you all probably think I'm petty and that I'm supposed to be "pro-family" and all but I just can't. You just don't understand how stressful and thick the atmosphere here gets sometimes and how much I want to escape it and there is just literally no peace when she always puts down my parents for some stupid reason. Not to mention the double standards that are placed on me.
So I'm sighing now wondering where all that lovely time went. It was a good run, I got to pretend I was a single child for a bit lol. RIP to the peaceful life.
Today it all begins again.
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Japan and Korea 2015 Masterlist
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Summer TO-DO List
((to be updated as I think of more things while I procrastinate))
✮ Foster kittens
✮ Clean out closet
✮ Make LOTS of ice-cream
✮ Bake + Cook (and use the molds and kits I bought from Japan)
✮ Study Japanese (JLPT N2 level)
✮ Learn basic Korean sentence structures
✮ Play Dousei Kareshi (~50 hours right there, what with my slow Japanese reading speed)
✮ Finishing playing Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Revolution
✮ Buy Naruto -The Last- Movie DVD and then rewatch it
✮ Start applying for things……..
✮ Invite people over to drink the endless amounts of tea I have
✮ Make things with the alcohol and liquor stash I have (lol)
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my sunshine
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