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Tracy desu yo, pessimist and world’s worst procrastinator. Uni student with still a lot of things to learn. Interests include otome games, Naruto and Japanese.

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recent update :
nothing but the usual
written on Friday, June 2, 2017 @ 8:23 PM ✈

You know when there are times when someone asks you to be there for something or an event of sorts, and even if you really don't have the time you still make the time because you know that that's what a good friend does. Whether it be work or exams coming, whatever. If there is a way I find it and I will be there. 

 Oh but when the reverse happens? It's really not that hard to set aside a couple of hours, shift things around or what not. But no, you don't. I'm glad I have such a good friend like you (laughs). And you might think I'm being rude but I'm an understanding person. But this isn't about a work commitment or any sort of emergency, it just boils down to your sheer laziness in preparing things earlier so you say you can't make it. Whatever.

 You know, I'm insanely jealous of the people who have their life moving in the right direction. I'm not saying they didn't earn it, because they did. But all I know and feel is lost. 

 When I first found out I was going to move overseas for a year, I was anxious beyond words. Even though I applied for it, when they accept you and it becomes real you just feel different. But then lately all I do is feel sick. I realised all I ever did was fight for things. Whether it was because I thought it was the right thing to do, or because someone told me to, that's what I did. And for what? 

 All it ever did was get me no where and leave me tired. For once I don't want to fight. I want to choose "flight." I don't care how stupid it is. But for once I'd like the "fresh start" that books always talk about. Even if it is temporary.

 I hope the next year will be good to me.

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